Tuesday, April 19, 2011
I didn't blog about how happy I was when I got it.
I am the scholarship winner.---------------------------------------------------------------
Dearest Pei Shi
I am so proud of you.
And I thank you for crediting my recommendation letter. Fact is, it is your passion and desire to excel that have touched the judges’ hearts and there is no doubt about that. The route ahead is going to be tough and gruelling. The expectations for a scholar is always high and you also have to manage your expectations of the provider too. There will be times that are sweet and times when it is very bitter, and you may feel frustrated. Just remember to stay focused and never give up what you have set out to pursue
See u on grad ceremony and let’s have a nice shot together, too!
Cheers
Miss Low
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Well, it's gonna be a depressing one again..
I just feel bad, really. I realised, these few weeks I've been really getting along well with some people. It's a nonstop 24/7 stay in contact, any form of contact. It's been really fun, but I think that things like this ought to have a limit, a cap to how far it can go.
1.45pm, 9 November. I don't think it makes a lot of difference compared to now, but still I know it's different. I kinda feel the pain, even though it's somewhat better. It's really etched in, and I mean it, but how do I remove it? No one taught me how to.
Pretty difficult, I also don't know how to explain to the others who asked me about it. You don't know. It's not so easy to just randomly get one person and the next moment they can overthrow the one that's been having the throne for so long.
To add on, I just felt worst thinking back, everyone hates me. I do not like that feeling of being ousted. People talk behind my back, everyone looking down on me. Of all the people I'm the only stain. It's like I'm just wasting space. Have anyone asked you to go to hell before? Yeah that feeling.
So depressing I'm going to sleep.
YYY
P is for Peishi。
10:27 PM
