Rainydots

2011-08-27T13:58:00.002+08:00

2 months of school reflection & summary

The people. Major issue. I'm alright with them about work, its being professional, but the fact where they outcast people and laugh at them behind their back, being mean in their face, this is so rude.

I heard that when starting of the school no one knew me yet, they think that I'm a scholar, that's why I'm being arrogant and smug and looking down at everyone in the class. -.- seriously..

I have eyes to see who are the nice people and who doesn't deserve.

This is spartan, somehow in one way or another we'll get scolded daily. I seriously don't like them taking things the hard way. If you say it nicely I will understand but if you started shouting and glaring at people I don't understand why we must treat you with respect as well.

As someone said people, if we're out at our apprenticeship site they scold us, its reasonable, because they are paying us. But however, they paid for the school, shouldn't the situation be reversed?

I think I'm under the many eyes. You can say all you want about me. I will be successful. I won't recognize those who looked down on me before. I bet there'll be shit next time like: "I knew you can do it." load of bullcrap fuck this shit seriously.

We can't choose the environment or the people. So just suck thumb and get on with it. Do or die, don't ask why!

And the interview I got is from SATS, Singapore Airline Terminal Services, so I guess I'm going there for a year to do desserts for the SQ flights.

I'm starting my career now!

2011-07-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

（RAP）Yo Yo Yo Yo Cyndi， what what’s wrong with me? （爱你）
Yo Yo Cyndi baby， what’s wrong with me?
Cyndi， give me your love， you make me sneeze all the time
Now now 怎么我一直狂打喷嚏　在凌晨三点二十六分
Let me sing let me sing a song　陪你入睡
What is love　嗯哼我正在听　你要什么都　Say yes
Cyndi I really do love you so

如果你突然打了个喷嚏　那一定就是我在想你
如果半夜被手机吵醒　啊那是因为我关心
常常想你说的话是不是别有用心
明明很想相信　却又忍不住怀疑
在你的心里　我是否就是唯一　爱就是有我常烦着你

So Baby　情话多说一点　想我就多看一眼
表现多一点点　让我能　真的看见
Goodbye　少说一点　想陪你不只一天
多一点　让我　心甘情愿　爱你

喜欢在你的臂弯里胡闹　你的世界是一座城堡
在大头贴画满心号　贴在手机上对你微笑
常常想我说的话你是否听得进去
明明很想生气　却又止不住笑意
（Oh）在我的心里　你真的就是唯一　爱就是有我常赖着你

So Baby　情话多说一点　想我就多看一眼
表现多一点点　让我能　真的看见
Goodbye　少说一点　想陪你不只一天
多一点　让我　心甘情愿　爱你

就这样　一天多一点　慢慢地累积感觉
两人的世界　就能够贴近一点

So Baby　情话多说一点　想我就多看一眼
表现多一点点　让我能　真的看见
Goodbye　少说一点　想陪你不只一天
多一点　让我　心甘情愿　爱你
(多一点才会慢慢发现因为你让我心甘情愿)

2011-07-15T15:08:00.002+08:00

Ohai!

Sorry, I've been procrastinating Blogging because school has started and I need absolute time in revision.

Speaking of which school isn't as easy as I thought. Got scolded everyday because of minor stupid mistakes and which we can be humiliated by the chef quite badly. I understand that it will be like that, but still..

I don't feel good leaving JPR. I mean, since attachment I've stayed there for 9 months. It's not exactly long, but the feeling is there. Apart from pay issues, the people there were great, the guests were fun.

And now Phase 2 is gonna begin next month people there are separated to other different attractions which does not make sure that they would come back to JPR once cycling period commences. It's the sense of attachment to that place that makes me very reluctant to leave.

Yesterday was the French National Day. WSQ-DIPB-011 and WSQ-DCA-013 were involved. So we went to the French Ambassador's house to do OJT, butler services. Basically it's just carrying trays, food and clearing, nothing much.

The food was nice, we are allowed to eat. HAHAHA but I realised that there are alot of lazy people who just hid inside the air con room handling food where us went out and slogging our hearts out because of their typical excuse: "i cannot do it the tray too heavy/my hands are too small".

SERIOUSLY...

If you wanna become a chef, if you can't take all these hardships, just go back and find an office job since you love the air con so much. If you do not do work, don't bother to come and 'teach' me what to do since you think you're older you know more.

Load of bull. I don't think I can mingle well with them.

And after the OJT went to meet WenQi and Victor and Yeefung. Stupid Sia Huat closed so early so I didn't manage to get my wine opener and have to go there again later. Victor treated Swensens for everyone and he's so awesome. Yeefung paid for pool.

Although guys pay is a good thing but we go out together I think it should be fair if we just pay for ourselves. Self-reminder: no more second time!

I went to get an MC today well, technically I'm considered 'sick' because of the muscle ache and I couldn't even lift a pen.. (LOL HAHAHA JOKE) and there's the KMW later at Singapore Indoor Stadium! My ticket still with Alvin though so I think later it'll be pretty tough to navigate myself around there.

Who knows, what will become of me?

2011-06-20T02:00:00.002+08:00

Hi, it's been a while.

I finally tendered. Well seriously I don't know is it Raymond purposely ignore my resignation or what but when my school starts if he still put me for work then blame me for not telling him earlier I swear I'm gonna be so mean like the people previously to CIP everyday let the crew die. HAHAHAHA

But seriously, I've grown so attached to this place I really feel sad for quitting. I really want to come back and work during my holidays but I scared I not enough time for studies. Nothing but the best right? Since I'm a scholar and it's like half the game won.

JPR will definitely be one of the best moments in my life.

Previously went to school to collect textbooks and uniform.. It's not that bad, I started reading up the textbooks as pre-readings [LOL RP] so when I start school I'll have a head start compared to everyone else so I can top the class and be proud like Yukino Miyazawa. HAHAHAHA she's a super character.

Less than two weeks I'm starting school! I'm only one step behind you Vidya! Soon we'll be doing what we wanted to do like we said previously when we're in Deyi. Time flies, yes. Just think, you in your uniform and mine in mine, side by side. I see a beautiful portrait. Okay maybe my imagination a bit too good.

"Can I be your full-time?" WTF NO Need to keep a distance. If I don't wanna get involved, don't go in. No joke, it's not funny.

So now, I only got this much time to chill out with you people. I gave half of my time to that pig already, I feel damn bad when I can't meet the others.

Need to cut hair + wtf's wrong with the cat on the dog?

2011-06-06T22:18:00.003+08:00

Things are not getting any comfortable around here..

First things first, I was sick since Thursday and it's a Monday today yet I don't feel any better. Okay maybe I do, just a lil' bit, but the fever's still here. What is this?

Well in addition I started taking health supplements because I knew I won't last. I think I'm paranoid, but I think I can feel that my kidneys and lungs ain't good at all, the heart is weak as well.

I asked M yesterday if there's anything wrong with me when I was born, well my lungs are not growing properly. This scares me, I didn't knew that I really did have issues with myself.

Still feeling pretty warm, and this definitely wasted my off days resting at home. So many broken promises, hmm..

I miss my best friend, how are you over there?

2011-05-30T22:19:00.003+08:00

Watch this and understand how we work.

Except the guest in here [the pig] is very friendly. Usually we get shouted already. Stupid guests, like pig like that, like 88s.

2011-05-28T16:31:00.002+08:00

Let's have a heart to heart to heart talk?

It's not about the guests, its about the crew. The new game wardens has mysteriously warped into something different. Maybe too much dinosaurs ruined them, they can't handle the stress of being the meat for the raptors and the t-rex anytime.

It's not that I have issues... Okay maybe I have issues, but those stuffs are really pissing me off. Which brings me to a conclusion that expectations brings disappointment, but still, some stuff belong to your work, not asking you to do extra, but do what you are expected to do, but no?

Fucked up youngsters with their ridiculous minds. They will not succeed.

Impulse spending this week:

1. Kate Spade's Seersucker Mini Lacey @ $120

It's been long, finally found a wallet that's yellow and doesn't look so old as the other brands. First things first, I definitely couldn't afford stuff from LV and Chanel, like my cousins do, but at least this is a level higher than The Wallet Shop [lol], the one I'd been using for more than two years.

2. Classic Swearbear Keychain @ $20

Well I don't even know why did I spend so much money on that keychain it's kinda retarded with "Eat shit and dieeeeee motherfucker" HAHAHA but I guessed I kinda liked it when I played with Hafiz's. Made me laugh, so why not buy one and laugh myself?

Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure on Stomp
This is fucking retarded I swear, they got their onezies, still want to complain so much ah, it's not like we're down the whole day, irked eh, he's a dumbfuck.

Well, previously there's another one when we had downtime we were at greeter portal with the Nerf guns and some joker posted it on Stomp, but it was removed now apparently. Weng Guan and Dimaz became famous lol.

I'm going again on the 25th, a day after Zihui's wedding, with Jiasheng and Yonghao too. Although it's quite ex for F's part.. x.x but then we're gonna have so much fun together I swear.

2011-05-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, cousins outing.

Like seriously????!!! We never had one for like for me 20 years, this is the first time we go out together as cousins only. I just suggested that we go out together last week when we went bowling and they planned an outing immediately. Wow.

It was paintball initially, I was looking forward to it, since I haven't like tried it before, but to my disappointment we were unable to book the place so they changed to cycling over at ECP.

Oh well, since I'm still abit paranoid over ubin's.. (i went ubin last week for cycling with wenqi victor yeefung and bones break muscles ache for 5 days) I hope it won't be so..

I got really frustrated at work this week. Two days straight, people are pissing me off. They really ought to be taught a lesson.

See how tomorrow.. :(

2011-05-14T21:04:00.002+08:00

Is the end a new beginning or vice versa?

Things had finally come to an end. Those days where every single one of us had to go to the hospital and downstairs. All of us are tired, not to mention emotionally drained, we still have to get on with life as per normal.

For me.. I skipped the graduation I've been wanting to go to. What to do? I have no time. I can't attend celebratory events as well. It's really a pity, and I definitely will regret it in the future.

All the drama has yet to be ended in my opinion. I get the feeling where people may think me and my family shed crocodile tears, but still, we were genuine. Been living together for 13 years, we are definitely better than some people.

I am very paranoid with some people. After all these we're not gonna stay in contact, not saying that we are now, but still. Sometimes I feel very amazed at how some people can don't take insults to themselves and just let things go like that.

I'm not gonna repeat those stuff like "treasure the ones you love before its too late", but it's too sudden. It's over.

F is sad. Confirm sad. But I don't see him crying at all. Why?

Picking the bones is something else. Why did they mess up the bones? By tradition we're supposed to put the legs in first, now you mix everything up, what if the soul is jumbled up? All the monks now look like PRC, knn angry at them.

Yesterday went bowling with Candice, Jiasheng, Yonghao and B. Can feel the aftereffects today, my god I felt like I'd been langa-ed by 10 lorries to and fro. Bones break muscles ache, ouch. Spent alot of money. >_>

I'm still better off at pool than bowling.. Cheaper alternative.

There's another paintball outing for us cousins soon. Hmm.

2011-05-06T15:22:00.003+08:00

Yo, it's been a long while.

Ever since Thursday, the day I went for my interview, ahma's been in hospital. She's still fighting for life, despite the doctor say that its a 50/50 and then she won't make it beyond 24 hours. Still fighting, still going strong..

I've CIPed for the whole week and Raymond gave me off for the next week too, but if things drag on like this I cannot be neglecting my role at work right, should see how it goes then.

The article's out today!

Thanks to Siti Khatijah, she sent a notice sms to everybody in USS I think the ones she know to check out the papers. Oh my fucking god right, but the good thing is I ain't working recently, so I guess by the time I go back to work people will forget about it already.

Okay... I guess this should not be staying for awhile.

Thanks ah Aisha.

2011-04-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

Media interview with The New Paper

I went back to RP for this today. Sick in the morning CIS but never go get MC.. Heck la should've CIP because grand go hospital, minor stroke. But still..

I have no idea, I don't really like the attention. I am nobody, why is there an interview? Apparently I came up with alot of stuff on the spot, so the article will be like full of nonsense. The photo sucks as well, what to do?

Speaking of which, grooming standards. It jolly well grow to acceptable length by July [means no loose hair lying around] or I will cut it off. It's gonna be a major issue so it's either option A or B.

Still, today is full of nonsense. The article should be nonsense as well I can't even remembered what I've said.

I wouldn't know, but for now I consider this as a pretty below average experience.. for what I said! I don't even know what's the truth now. Today I realised, I hate people asking me questions, probing to be exact.

On a side note, the 9th floor old aunty is pissing me off. She takes the lift and comes up to 25th floor and scold me for pressing. Excuse me this lift you buy one ah? I don't even know her, she can chit chat with me as if I'm her long lost daughter.

The worst thing is someone you don't even talk to or know ASK YOU HOW MUCH ARE YOU EARNING. The fuck I was so appalled by that it was ridiculous. This is so rude I should jolly well tell her to learn some manners.

Speaking of manners, there's this uncle from DAW, fucking rude. I am mad now. I thought he was friendly AT FIRST, but he do stupid stuff. Lazy and gluttony. DO NOT TOUCH MY HAIR DO NOT STARE AT ME DO NOT TALK TO ME MY GOD ARE ALL OLD PEOPLE LIKE THAT?

I had been very polite to tell him I do not like that twice, and apparently no one dares to tell him he's doing things wrong because he's an uncle. PLEASE FOR THE SAKE OF GOD if someone does something wrong, you need to educate that person.

One fine day I'm gonna quarrel with people real bad. Fingers crossed.

2011-04-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

Serious idol crush for Nino. Why you so cute? I feel like I died a lil' bit every time I unlocked my phone. The good dying part I guess. This herbivore guy <3

Since yesterday I really want waffles for today, how? D:

Apparently Jie got something on tonight so he can't bring me out. What a waste, I got so much to say. One off day wasted. But then I feel kinda sick, it's like half dead, but not there yet. I don't know when it'll come out as a sudden one, or a preexpected one, but still.

I'm glad somewhat things are cooled down one way or another. No one's worth it. I would like to see if there's really anyone holding on as long as I do, that'll be interesting.

I really love it when someone pays an effort to what they are doing, I mean, who doesn't like 100%?

There's >200 photos of Nino on my laptop now. OMGGGGG

2011-04-24T01:24:00.002+08:00

The bomb has dropped.

Am I too friendly? Am I sending off the wrong signals? Going out alone with guys has always been normal, why are people reading too much into it? I don't know. There's a saying that goes, "nice guys finish last". What nonsense.

There are no options. I can't just pick and choose whichever I like. I do not want what was presented to me either. I don't get it. How long have you knew me for? Why can people just say they like you so easily? Two explanations: 1. They are desperate 2. There is no option two.

"The truth is, I gave my whole heart away a long time ago, and I never really got it back." -Sweet Home Alabama (2002)

Two in a week, it's like striking lottery, but the bad one.

Can someone answer my questions?

2011-04-22T21:53:00.003+08:00

Tell me your priorities.

'Hired for Attitude, Trained for Skills' was Jessy's shout out yesterday, which let me thinking, could it be: "Selected for Attitude, Educated for Knowledge" for the scholarship thing. HAHAHA I've been thinking a lot!

This week is pretty much over for me [work wise]. I almost (?) stepped foot into another territory. I thank god none of the people at work know my blog, maybe some of them knew through stalking, not to my knowledge of, but still there's still a place for me to pen my thoughts.

Facebook and Twitter ain't safe anymore.

Well first things first, I do not wanna get attached. There's this really cute 10-5 at work, and I do not wish to be the evil person I am previously again. Lesson learnt: Do not cheat people's feelings.

[ps: I'm not a player please]

Besides, he's older than me by 7 years [wtf?] and I can feel the generation gap in the future if there even is. Cheat my feelings with his looks so young for what sia zzz.. Will exercise restrain and not replying if not he'll be hurt. :(

Time wise, I mean what I say, I do not have the time. My school's starting real soon and I can't afford to have any spare time. If I wanna go further my studies at France I better jolly well win that patisserie scholarship if not my mum won't allow me to leave Singapore.

I am very clear for what I want. Getting into a relationship now is DEFINITELY at the bottom of my priority list.

Something for this week.. Next week because not enough crew, had to work on Friday because Raymond asked. I can't refuse too, he helped me alot. Accepting last minute off requests, welfare wise, etc. =.=

Jasmine Tham waited for me on Wednesday for dinner with Jasmine Ling, but she backed out at the last minute, hence it's only two of us for dinner at Hard Rock Cafe. The food was average I would say, but there are items by popular celebrities like Madonna and Bon Jovi. Not bad. Self reminder: She treated me, I owe her one.

Jie brought me to Barrage to chill again after that. So sleep deprived the next day for work cause ton the whole night, but still. I feel better talking to him, so many stuff going on and people do not know how to shut up and listen instead of giving useless opinions and suggestions.

Went home at around 5, and then went out again to meet David for breakfast at Seah Im. Wow he super steady, work at Dhoby Ghaut later on he can meet for breakfast. So awesome la, but still very tired.

One more week to get my TWO MONTHS WORTH of pay. Seriously, HR?

When your partner in controls sings this on repeat.. It gets stuck!

Park Bom is awesome it's an all kill in all music charts! <3

2011-04-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

I didn't blog about how happy I was when I got it.

I am the scholarship winner.

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Dearest Pei Shi

I am so proud of you.
And I thank you for crediting my recommendation letter. Fact is, it is your passion and desire to excel that have touched the judges’ hearts and there is no doubt about that. The route ahead is going to be tough and gruelling. The expectations for a scholar is always high and you also have to manage your expectations of the provider too. There will be times that are sweet and times when it is very bitter, and you may feel frustrated. Just remember to stay focused and never give up what you have set out to pursue 

See u on grad ceremony and let’s have a nice shot together, too!

Cheers
Miss Low

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Well, it's gonna be a depressing one again..

I just feel bad, really. I realised, these few weeks I've been really getting along well with some people. It's a nonstop 24/7 stay in contact, any form of contact. It's been really fun, but I think that things like this ought to have a limit, a cap to how far it can go.

1.45pm, 9 November. I don't think it makes a lot of difference compared to now, but still I know it's different. I kinda feel the pain, even though it's somewhat better. It's really etched in, and I mean it, but how do I remove it? No one taught me how to.

Pretty difficult, I also don't know how to explain to the others who asked me about it. You don't know. It's not so easy to just randomly get one person and the next moment they can overthrow the one that's been having the throne for so long.

To add on, I just felt worst thinking back, everyone hates me. I do not like that feeling of being ousted. People talk behind my back, everyone looking down on me. Of all the people I'm the only stain. It's like I'm just wasting space. Have anyone asked you to go to hell before? Yeah that feeling.

So depressing I'm going to sleep.

2011-04-16T00:26:00.004+08:00

It's finally tomorrow.

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"Dear Pei Shi,

Peter Knipp Holdings, take pleasure in inviting you to join us at the Asian Gastronomic Awards of Excellence 2011 Ceremony and Reception. The newly branded Asian Gastronomic Awards of Excellence celebrates the spectrum of talents in the Food & Beverage industry, who have achieved a distinct reputation for providing world-class dining and wining experiences.

As a finalist of the education scholarships, your presence at this occasion will certainly add to the significance of the event.

The details of the event are as follows:

Date : 16 April 2011, Saturday

Venue : Grand Hyatt Singapore, Grand Ballroom

Time : 10.00 am

Dress : Business Formal |Professional

As a Scholarship Finalist, you are required to be present at the Grand Ballroom by 10.00am for a short briefing. Subsequently, at 10.30am we will invite you to your seat prior to the arrival of our invited guests to the event. Please note that you will be seated according to a pre-arranged plan to ensure easy facilitation of the programme.

The Awards Presentation will be held from 11am to about 1.30pm. This will be followed by the reception presented by past award recipients and partners. At this reception all our esteemed guests will have an opportunity to interact and meet with talents from Singapore’s F&B Industry, at the same time sample the delectable cuisines prepared by distinguished culinary talents in Singapore. "

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I am worried, because I'm like alone and I don't know anyone. Don't even know how many scholarships are they giving out and everyone is literally your competitor. Still, I am very honored to be invited to this prestigious event, will take the opportunity to "see the world" tomorrow.

It is not good to fall sick tomorrow. I swear I'm having this runny nose and if not because of this I would be asleep like 2 hours ago.

The second thing is that I think I'm becoming materialistic as days goes by. Ever since I bought my glasses from agnes b I think that branded stuff are good. Well, they do last, first things first.

It's pretty scary where you started to search for something and eventually you ended up at some designer's website.

http://www.katespade.com/mott-street-jules/PWRU2084,default,pd.html?dwvar_PWRU2084_color=001&start=13&cgid=wallets

I really want this kate spade's wallet. Mine lasted for 2 years from The Wallet Shop mind you, I was looking for something that can last, MORE THAN THAT.

HR's been delaying my pay for like 4 days now.. Fuck this shit I'm gonna go thrash their office on Monday.

2011-04-09T15:07:00.007+08:00

Date of photo: 07th April '11 Thursday
Location: Entrance of Universal Studios Singapore, Hollywood

I was at RSS, this group of guests keep waving and acting cute at every CCTV, pretty attention seeking whenever they passed by the controls room. They managed to get me and Jasmine Ling's Facebook since we went for goodbye.

They made my day, and I think I did my part representing Singapore cause the service I offered was so awesome they can't get enough of it. [fb says so] So proud of myself I feel like a genius even though I already am. Humility doesn't exists in my dictionery HAHAHA

Slow down and look around.. It's been some time, I felt that I've been living in a very fast paced world everyday. Since when did I slow down to take a look around me, to enjoy the breeze, to see the cars go by, took off my headphones to listen to the world?

Well now then mardy bum...

I just saw this new green growing out from a really old tree down my window. I don't know why I felt that something like a revelation struck me and I got my answer to my question. God's way of telling you of something I guess.

BE DIFFERENT, KEEP FAITH, HAVE HOPES.

The very nice food I think. I like sweet food please buy some for me.

1st: Jasmine Ling INTERN 2nd: Paul Chua INTERN 3rd: Claire Tan RAPIDS LEAD

Awesome JPRians! I always liked how we can go about talking about anything and everything under the sun and it's not difficult to NOT be yourself when you're among them. Although previously during the intern period I tried so hard to be what I am not, for the sake of the grades, but still, I think they liked the me now better?

Meeting people is easy. But people come and go. Keeping contact is hard.

2011-04-07T09:02:00.003+08:00

A quick 10 minute update

I had dinner out for two consecutive nights. On Tuesday there's an advertisement on Today newspaper, and then we decided to go to Cold Stone Creamery for ice cream. So we had dinner at 313@Somerset with the awesome JPRians.

Shuwen Lewis Hafiz Raqiib Paul Selena Mark Sadiq Weng Guan.

It's not bad, but a bit of an overdose. The crew over at CSC are pretty high in morale. They work together like that it's a good feeling, to enjoy work.

Yesterday was good, went to satay club at lau par sat because of my craving again. HAHAHA and Jasmine Ling, Raqiib and Paul. It was good, kangkong stingray bbq wings and satay. Like this kind of dinner, gossip session again.

People come and go, Raqiib's leaving us soon and I know someday it's gonna be my turn. Still, yesterday might be the last time I see him, who knows.. who knows..

How you work shapes you, I've developed that impression on the people around, I guess it's a good thing because people see how you do, even though the fucking RP only give me a P and not a Pc. Biased ass. Okay maybe I didn't do well but I tried my best.

Off for work!

2011-04-02T12:42:00.003+08:00

Mother of god I swear that this pic is ancient it's like 9 years ago Racial Harmony Day I think I remember winning some class award for everyone dressing up like dumfaks.

Off day

Long awaited good night sleep. Nothing much happened. Other than work work and more work. Next week's schedule out, Monday got work. -.- seriously my availability says no, but still...

http://www.dkpopnews.net/2011/04/newsbig-bang-coming-to-singapore-and.html?utm_source=twitterfeed&utm_medium=twitter

2011'S KPOP CONCERT, BLACKJACKS AND VIPS ARE YOU READY?!?!?!

Other than that, Sam humiliated JPR over the radio, main channel. Like hello excuse me what's the purpose of 96? Switch channel right? Do you have to announce to the whole world we did something "bad"? C'mon we got permission from Raymond leh.

What the fuck like seriously he just changed my whole perspective of him. Fucking douchebag, cause Jocelyn and Henry to get suspended even the possibility of getting terminated, whatever. Knn friends no more I say. If all your achievements are got from all these backstabbing, I say, you're fucked.

I just wanna lie on the bed and sleep the whole day.

2011-03-30T21:33:00.004+08:00

To all the people involved in the incident, although you took the wrong step but there's always a new beginning. I just hope that nothing goes wrong and all of you will get a second chance. It's never funny to meddle with the law in the first place. Let it be a lesson learnt.

I am affected.

The day didn't start too well, I took my time walk slowly, tried to call in late but failed cause I went out of house too early, cause of that stupid message. I pity the fool who falls in love with you.

Anyway, thank god I'm in controls because if I go outside I will be giving the black face to everyone. Went for trackwalk too, stupid BB4 door and the door leading to secondary route blocked, so have to go back controls without finishing, Shuwen went again. Sorry. :(

I've been too obvious recently, have to control myself.

Thanks to Huiru I liked 4 Minute's Heart to Heart! Liwen have you listened to that song yet? IT'S AWESOME

And halfway during work H got took away by some people, I hope he and the others will be alright. Seriously, I'm praying for them. From the small talks I can pick up some subtle hints and can roughly guess what's going on. This is some serious issue, I hope no one gets hurt.

Keep the faith.

2011-03-28T22:24:00.003+08:00

I did a good deed today.

I feel like I had just gained a new level. Like...

-TADA DANG DANG DANG DANG~~~~- PEISHI HAS LEVELED UP.... TO LEVEL 2

The fuck like level 2? Are you kidding me like only a level 2?!

Okay enough of the nonsense.

Apart from the usual giving up seats to old people and kids and the disabled and ladies with killer heels [wtf?!] or donating half of my pay to Japan to buy them a lil' food and warmth [wtf?!] I did something additional.

Was on my way home, as usual. Some random middle aged lady blocking my way up the staircase. I was so tired already since it was a long day at work and some fucking Australians need to make things difficult for me I couldn't even find the energy to get angry.

Instead, I went to ask if I could help her with all her stuff and her luggage. And I thought just bring up to the stairs will do, but then, 好人做到底, thought live same block can help her, but then walk all the way behind. Zzz like what was that about?

She kinda talked to me about her experiences, she just managed to book a flight back from Myanmar from the earthquake affected area, and I felt relieved actually. No joke. She kept saying that I was kind, [yes I know I always am] and I liked the way I got thanked.

It's like really gratitude. I can feel the sincerity.

It's like a pleasant surprise if you had some problems themselves and feel super frustrated and feel like the world is giving you up but suddenly here comes a superhero who saves your day. That's the kind of feeling the other party will get, do you understand?

Don't you feel good doing good deeds? It's like out of yourself.

OMG I FEEL LIKE A RAINBOW FOR BEING SUCH A KIND SOUL I LOVE MYSELF

2011-03-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

The 10-13 white with double rainbow.

Thunder and lightning are usually nothing, but recently there's always all these very loud and sudden ones that freak the hell out of me. Maybe because I'm at home, I scared it strike my window or what cause 25th floor.

Basically I've been losing confidence in alot of stuffs. Work's been screwing up, not enough time with family, neglected so many people who are important to me in my life. I'm not young anymore.

It's a dark place out there. You can't survive being so naive and innocent? Well, it's the social norm that one has to fit in. May the strongest/fittest wins.

Responsibility is also a very heavy thing. People at work keep calling in so most of the people who turned up have to suffer because there are no breakers and everyone would have to freeze. Couldn't the people spare a thought for them? C'mon, you're scheduled to work.

Tomorrow it's the start of the 5 day straight again. Couldn't help but feel a lil' melancholic. Stupid Jie going back to San Fran in a week's time, and I don't even have enough time to spare. Should call in sick soon but that brings me to the point where.. -up one para-

I can't make JPR 80% of my life. Should do something about it.

2011-03-26T16:26:00.002+08:00

Pay issues.

It's only the first regular part time pay, and they cock up real bad. I'm supposed to get a few hundred bucks minus CPF, but the amount they credited to my bank is absolutely ridiculous. Could the HR do something about it?

Everytime I tap in there's no name, for six months, now they fixed it, so are they trying to tell me that I'll get my REAL monies like, half a year later?

Fuck I just dropped into the grass and wild Pokemon came out. zzz

Well anyway the good thing is, thanks to Michelle I got my 10-5's Facebook. HAHAHA ikr what nonsense is this but yeah. It's finally my off day so better make full use of it, TO REST. Super sian see schedule machiam work like full time but the pay so not worth it.

Changed availability to 3 days liao! No more work like dog.

Whatever will be will be, cheers.

2011-03-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

Heavy blusher.

I didn't knew I was one. It's weird and funny and makes me look like a retard. People at work are disturbing me about this. WHAT IS THIS?

Anyway, today one of the station prop fell from the unload platform. LOL SCARE DIE ME I called 11-2 after that. So epic, one fine day the jeep at scene 3 and the lift T-Rex will drop also.

B's history. There is no 8th year.

I like work! So busy everyday. Checking out both Facebook and Twitter, it's always the same ol' JPR people. I need a life somewhere OUT of JPR.

2011-03-17T22:05:00.004+08:00

Hiatus?

I've been missing out blogging for quite some time. Been busy with work, even though internship ended. There're alot of RP people working at USS now. Just for JPR alone we have 4 new people. Seriously?

The scholarship was KIV-ed.

Work was pretty mundane, I'm trying to keep up if not I'll lose my enthusiasm. Your working attitude builds your reputation, no?

Been missing out a lot, need to catch up with a few of you guys. It's the same ol' JPR crew everyday, every moment, every night...

The best compliment I got from a guest previously was: "You are the best team ranger here, you look very happy!" with a big smile.

And there was a family of UNDERSTANDING 88s, to my surprise, when we had 11-7. I brought them out of BB8 through the secondary route, and he said we're the awesome "Alpha Rescue Team". Indeed, we're the famous JPR evac team.

Today we had 11-7 again. Thank god Henry swapped positions with me if not I'm gonna be facing all the guests that waited more than 1 hour.. Machine gun autofire ah! Went tunnel, trackwalked with Jocelyn.

Went to help out at greeter portal with Henry and Jasmine Ling. I saw my 10-5! Happy la I can understand how Felicia feels every time she sees Dennis. Henry said my face damn red. I've not been called a blusher in my life, so.. HAHAHA SUN LA SUN.

Now, B is history! I don't feel that way already, it's just memories. True, you may be so mature previously, but now it ain't! Oh god I feel like a teenager.

To Vidya: Hey, the bill came, it's $1.80 for the SMS to AU. Send me messages if yours is free alright! Need updates, please blog more often. :) MISS YOU!

James's favorite!

2011-03-14T10:54:00.002+08:00

We must be thankful for every moment that we live. Stop judging, start loving. Live your time, enjoy life. The Japan Earthquake & Tsunami was too great an impact. A place like that, could be wiped out in a few seconds. People have no where to run, people die, people suffer. Mean people can still spread their religious beliefs like when's the day for the end of the world. Mediacorp still have the cheek to sell the package for the latest news updates. This world is corrupted.

Just pray, just pray.

2011-03-03T19:32:00.002+08:00

Things will work out.

I've received the love call from the company! I have the shortlisted applicants photoshoot tomorrow but I'm working. Gonna see if Serene want help me or not if not CIS already...

Since they already called you for photoshoot, it should be finalised soon right! Looking on the bright side, it still can work!

2011-02-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

First sucidal thoughts: I want to die.

It's not so much about the rejection, it's the lack of trust and understanding. How come? You are my dad. Why are you doing this to me?

I've never felt like I want to die. Never in my life I contemplated suicide. I will not, but it almost drove me to it.

Lesson learnt: Being honest gets you nowhere.

And I thought that it was something good. So because of this nonsense I have to miss the chance of getting the scholarship. Why do I have to be scolded by you?

As much as I'm pissed with them telling me last minute, it's my issue. I should be the one getting pissed. Why are you scolding me?

I'm hurt. As much as you like to rub salt and throw stones at me when I'm down, thinking that I will grow in such situations, no, you're wrong.

I will die.

You gave me a chance, You gave me an opportunity. Now You took it back, so now what is my path? I'm losing faith.

2011-02-22T17:09:00.003+08:00

Nan eojjeorago ~

Maybe you're the one
Maybe, perhaps
Perhaps, you
I'm waiting.. it would be half
Maybe it is true
Always, very
Closed each other, So I didn't know
Baby I'm in love with you

This is the week. Last few moments of being an intern. They're gonna be training me to be lead starting Thursday. I guess I'm around the same time as Nura to be signed off I guess.

Rapids Lead!

And the report's gonna be done soon... Irritating... D:<

Doreen, this pangseh one. Didn't tell us that she was leaving and it's her last day in JPR and then we're like, whaaaaaaaaat? Well, it's kinda nice to have someone with the same name, not. But however, she's good.

Team Rapids Rangers, who fought for the first place in the first AO scavenger hunt, has done it. No you no win.

Han's last day at JPR. We're going for lunch at Take 5, and apparently it's some important day for Chinese New Year, so the food was pretty good. [still sucks, but better than usual]

He's my best friend over at work. Passionate, energetic, even though we don't feel like that we will still show that we're good. It's hard to find someone of the same wavelength and frequency. Really gonna miss him.

Kaekee's intern last moments at DAW. We came in to RWS USS at almost the same time, we're both interns. Apparently she caught me talking to Genevieve at LCA so she came with Xinying for a picture.

We're all from Lost World. Will miss her. Interns come and go, we're all finishing, Daniel, Kaekee, us.. Felicia and Paul will stay, but there's still some time where we gonna say goodbye.

I finally met Adeline after work for this Japanese fruit tart shop that we promised like some time ago. This is their strawberry mont blanc, it was good, I would say. If the chestnut taste is stronger I would like it better.

It's hard to find someone to eat this kinda stuff with me. Firstly, its pricey. Second, they don't know how to appreciate, bringing me to my point about my dinner experience yesterday with Raqiib and Paul. Complaining about the price yet overlooking the value, no wonder you haven't got a girlfriend for so long.

A photo from the back of house of Revenge of the Mummy. I find that this is cool, some kinda inspiration? Behind every dark cloud there's always a silver lining. If you follow the light you will find what you are looking for eventually.

2011-02-18T06:35:00.002+08:00

Just a 10 minute update

Alright my shift starts at 8.30am and I'm gonna go prepare later.

So apparently my lead training starts next week, and I'm like bound to get endless dissatisfaction from the rest of the crew that's so much more deserving than me as I was just an intern, and they are actually thinking of letting me be relief lead after that.

Like seriously!

On the 16th, met up with Paul, Seemin and Han to play in the park for BSG. Actually it was like kinda wasted my off day, because I felt that the park has already bored me out, everything.

Yesterday I met up with Adeline, and we went to that somewhat Japanese shop that sells fruit tarts. She had a chocolate base berries one, and I had a strawberry montblanc. It's so awesome.

Well we talked about what we wanna do after we graduate. That's like, the first topic that comes to my mind. I guess that brainwashing session really worked wonders, I'm actually thankful even though I felt a lil' bit of hate.

Just to add on, I'm actually waiting for the results of my submission. God knows whether I'll be shortlisted for an interview, but then I'm still hoping that I get a shot at it.

ps: need scholarship asap

2011-02-10T20:22:00.003+08:00

I did my best today.

Despite the lack of sleep [continue reading below], 2 cans of Nescafe, I managed to keep myself awake throughout the day. It was a slow day, we even took bets for hourly counts.

Chatted with Aunty Jenny and Uncle Kevin and I realised, it's not difficult to get into the good books of them. We basically agreed animously that this generation of young people have changed.

When you're working, please be professional. I suddenly felt very superior cause I think that I did a fine job at being an efficient team player.

I can't believe that I waved at EVERY boat at load advance, so stupid, but then I felt good because I felt that I've overcame the psychological barrier of being embarrassed when the people do not respond to you.

They said I'm high on crack.

I tried to display passion, enthusiasm and energy in my work. The service I presented to them today was the best that I think I've achieved for the time during my IIP, proud, but tiring, its worth it though.

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Yesterday was Victor's 21st. We went to USS!

Victor, Benjamin, Jenalyn, Yeefung.

I realised that I'm not scared of Revenge of the Mummy already! I was laughing the whole time in the ride. That siao eh Yeefung liked Battlestar Galatica so much he went so many times on both Human and Cylon.

"Choose your side: SO SAY WE ALL"

Our smiles were genuine.

2011-02-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

So now what?

I met him when I was walking home with my brother.

I'm affected once again. Why do you have to appear when I'm doing well with my life? MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=186279614737947

2011-02-06T13:36:00.000+08:00

BIG BANG AND UNIQLO!

.....what about 2NE1 and Uniqlo? :)

2011-02-05T20:26:00.002+08:00

Zomg I'm tanned already, see the difference!

Lunar/Chinese New Year 2011

Basically it was boring, nothing different compared to the normal days. I was working on the first day, and fuck it, the park and the train, totally 88s, pinoy&pinay, ah tiong heaven. Their holiday luh!

I think I ate too much when I came home, was feeling sick for the whole day yesterday and today spent monies on doctor. Bloody hell today open so many people go there keng MC let me wait so long.

Anyway I got an MC for Sunday cause I had a fever, [idk i got i tell doc don't have but actually have so paiseh only] now still thinking whether want to go a not. HEHEHE unfortunately my 2 day MC only finished so now I had to deduct from my PH, sadded!

ps: my brother doesn't look like me!

2011-02-02T14:21:00.003+08:00

Like Sandara and Thunder

Masque Red - A red carpet affair

I bet they took very long to come up with this 'sound-like-v-chim' theme but still not original one. Well, in a way it's good because it's normal.

Went back to RP yesterday with Liwen. And we're rejected from RHC because we're wearing shorts. LOL dumfak, lucky got Tiffany help us take.

!!!!

Settled some of the stuff, still have to wait for the transcript, waste another day go down RP again, sian.

At night, actually meet Jas Teo first at HBFC go back JPR together, but then as usual, late queen. -.-

On the way met Claire and Michelle, so we went to buy stuffs first. Super heavy, then managed to call Jasman, Sadiq and Dimaz to carry for us. Claps to the guys.

I'm surprised they removed the railings for queue C, put the poncho [survival gear lol] vending machines there, I must see whether still will stuck a not, or got jumpers, but at least it doesn't block the entrance now.

Had Loui's Pizza, KFC, Lou Hei, awesome. It's the food that's good. Not alot people stayed for this though.

Nolan, Jessy, Serene, Fey, Kellie, Huda, Claire, Michelle, Shuwen, Jasman, Jocelyn, Dimaz, Sadiq, Paul, Jas Teo, Paul, Bernard, Hafiz, Yenting. [I guess that's all]

It's nice for us to sit outside the spare boat area inside the JPR boat to chat. It's nice, but I don't think this is as fun as Christmas. Hmm.

Today's chu xi, happy last day of tiger year!

2011-01-27T12:59:00.006+08:00

Are they anymore avid readers for rainy-dots.bs?

Park operational hours: 10am-10pm

Seriously! Is there a need to open for so long? Next week's schedule's out, so the day one for new year I'm working. -.- Mum jia lat liao, no one to help.

It's a Sunday today, and I'm having my off day at home, with the super cold weather. With my 2NE1 hoodie, I'm gonna roll in my bed for the whole day.

First things first, I need to do my IIP logsheet.
Gonna submit the scholarship application soon, seriously.
Finish my pineapple tarts if not my brother will take. [lol]

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Huge changes to JPR

It's not the same anymore after Transformers goes up. The more talented JPR techs like Paul, Bernard, Kokwai going over. So we're dead, in a way. But it's good in another as well.

I'm guessing new changes, new leads are to be trained. I should be after Nura. Or maybe Yenting, I guess. Shoot, if there's any JPR people who know my blog I'll be dead for updating secrets.

I just hope I can get trained before my intern ends so that I'll have something that I actually can write about in my report.

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10-5

Stupid people laugh at my 10-5. LOL but I go lockers that time I never see him, no fate. :l

Someone just told me that I'm actually his 10-5. HAHAHA OMG SHY ONLY

We were teasing Henry about him and Jocelyn and Alinia with Reyner. I think this is fun, but we can't have too much of a good thing, right? Things should be kept to a minimum ba.

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Korean kids

There's a day where there were 3 korean kids who are damn cute. Seriously I don't like kids, got the thought to tie them up and put them on the conveyor belt, wave at them and smile when they going down the roller. [lol sadistic] but these particular one I like to bring home and keep as pet.

Where got kids so cute one? This one stare at me from RCS there to roller there, then he :) at me. OMG damn cute. Then he played a couple of times more, do the same thing, until he wave at me. Aww.

RSS is good, can follow their boat. Then when got bumped for break can go outside talk to them first. Damn cute. There's goodbye that day, but Sadiq damn basket, don't want let me go. Purposely one, then no one close controls, so bo bian luh, missed out.

Huh karma is it, the next day he CIS. HAHAHA ZOMG KARMA

Yeah and the fb shoutout for 'he's damn cute' is for the kid.

WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?

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Raqiib, Filzah, Jason, Rachel, Claire, Jasman, Henry, Alinia, Paul, me.

Yesterday went for the Sentosa Boardwalk for RWS staff first, cause not really opened to public yet, so we kinda got a 'sneak preview'. Nonsense, got bus dont want take want walk, siao. HAHAHA review fail.

It's raining like a don't know what. We walked over to St. James for dinner. O_O yes they opened food stalls outside, like those old school type. The 'live band' walao eh seriously, machiam import from Dragonfly one, old songs. My god.

Everytime they start a new song the rain got a lil' heavier, lol.

So the rest had zi char, some of us had satay, stingray, prata.. It's freaking awesome please especially the satay, although abit costly.

I'm surprised we wear slippers can go inside PH, walk inside see see abit, Alinia like tempted only, the DJ was some guy pretty popular one, then we came out. Epic, students free, thats why go see see since it's free.

Then Claire, Alinia, Jason and me cabbed home. A whopping $50 cause we took the big cab and it's past midnight. Seriously I feel the pain. T_T

They so slow to upload the photos now I can't update with them, basket.

Hair long already.

2011-01-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

10-5

Jasmine and Doreen said we matched. Awwwww so nice I will shy one leh HAHAHA, I didn't realise he got the habit to change specs between black and white like I do until Jas told me.

I need to be in controls to go to the lockers!

Ouch crap like a dum~fak.

I actually said "oh fuck" into the radio when I was talking to Huda about 11-11, zomg LUCKY I'M ON 96 IF NOT...

I think that's bad too. Shouldn't have panicked.

2 time today! Now I can understand how Felicia thinks everytime I see her fb shoutouts. 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 10-5 LOL

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In fact, that day when I saw you at RWS, I saw a very positive attitude and your footsteps were bouncy and the strides were confident. I really like what I saw.

Certainly, I couldn't have done it without Miss Low. She deserves the best mentor award, so touched even though I am not her mentee. Stuffs like this make me cry you know? T_T

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Okay so one letter down, one more to go!

I will apply for the scholarship I say, I will!

2011-01-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

A lil' bit of heartfelt feelings tonight.

I sent in an email to Miss Low today, because I needed a recommendation letter for the application for the scholarship. I felt that, it was.. Something I couldn't describe now.

"My dear Pei Shi

I am so happy reading your email because I am always very inspired by people who chase their dreams even if it means out of the mainstream. So I applaud you for taking this step and a leap of faith!

I will certainly support you and give you a testimonial. In order for the testimonial to be as good as it should be, can you offer me any information during your IIP or out of school that would showcase your strengths further? And when do you need it by?

Sincerely
Miss Low"

How, what should I do? I really got no clue what are my strengths. I just asked on Facebook, and I got 2 replies:

Shuwen Liu： well ur hard-working n always keen to learn new stuffs.

Asphee Han： You strive to be happy, even when you're feeling down. You don't give up or give in that easily, and you're kinda goal-oriented. You know what you want, even though you have no idea how to get there. Stubborn, you're not. Tenacious? Yes.

Am I like that in people's eyes?

2011-01-18T20:41:00.003+08:00

Thank you God, or whoever's up there.

The surgery went fine, thank you!

I went shopping with my dad. Went to pray first but the four-road there is so bloody packed with old people until I'm so annoyed. LOL

Went to the mall Fitriya said, OMG THE WATCHES SO BLOODY CHEAP. Compared a few shops, then I bought 2, one for my brother and I had one.

Omg I need to restock my instax films.

Then went back to AMKHub see, da fak $118?! Hmm I got a bargain.

I am going to the park on Thursday with Vidya! AWESOME A NOT? GO WITH BEST FRIEND! [ps: im weak against rollercoaster and heights.. so.. just a warning.. HAHAHA]

You are actually going to Sydney for your dream. A vet is always what you wanted to be, no? I'd talked to my family today, they are kinda supportive too. I hope I can do it, just like you, to fulfill my dream, to do what I like.

I can do it!

2011-01-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

10-5

I think the locker attendant damn cute.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

-END-

2011-01-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

I wish that I could be a lil' braver.

In all aspects. I wasn't thinking straight today.

It was the after graduation pathway, and then the surgery, the presentation, the aftermath. I've been thinking the whole day today.

What is your dream?

2011-01-09T11:19:00.002+08:00

Say, what if the omega ain't your mars?

I just called in sick so I won't be going for work. 2 mins later I called them back to disregard the message. Cause I'm sick on an off day zomg lol.

I was thinking of going to the doc tomorrow and get MC but however there're no more medicine at home.. It's expected, with work like that, who won't get sick?

Aircon >> drenched in rain >> aircon >> hot sun >> drenched... [repeat]

Like duh! In controls, then go 11-7 evac, in the rain, then go back controls, then 11-7 again, then sunny like wtf.

Hmm, apparently its a viral infection again. I was sneezing throughout in the controls yesterday, they let me have the jacket although everyone's damn cold inside... Thanks alot.

Pray hard I can work tomorrow.

2011-01-06T15:33:00.003+08:00

A round of applause to myself.

I conquered my laziness to finish my logsheets until week 18 for now I had no idea which week are we at currently. Started on the report but I had no clue what is the word limit, where I know ppt is priority but I got nothing to write.

Objective: Sharing & reflection of IIP experience & learning.

Date: Sat 15 Jan 2011

Time: morning, to be announced

Place: RP, to be announced

Present any ONE topic:
- Describe a tough/challenging situation & how you overcome it.
- Describe a most impactful moment.
- Describe a significant contribution/achievement.

Format:
- 3 PowerPoint slides max
- 10 mins max

I think I'm choosing the first one, I can talk all about the 88s during 11-1, 11-7. Confirm a lot of complain.

I'm supposed to go to school with B today since I off. But I'm lazy so.. Stayed at home, now I feel bad, but didn't regret. So long since my off day wor!

Tata, go play dragon quest ix.

2011-01-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

Reports, presentations, rude people.

It's almost time to submit reports for what had we learnt through the internship. It's kinda boring, I got plenty to rant about the 11-7s and the 88s.. [ps: 11-7 = evacuation, 88 = indians]

Someone code 5-ed [ps: vomit] in the toilet. Like what the fuck break room toilet. It's been a few days already then just now Hafiz be the hero cleared it. Omg it's like, I feel like a part of me has just died every breath I took.

HATE RAPIDS CONTROL

I have to use the radio everytime, wtf hate radios. I haven't been hearing Yvonne's voice via it recently! :(

Not going to the movies with you, I refuse to go alone.

Someone help me. Should I go for a degree, or should I start all over again with my interest? Degree doesn't interest me, for those can apply one, but.. I still want to do something related to baking and culinary... HOW?

2011-01-02T13:56:00.002+08:00

It just won't do the trick, dude.

Yesterday cause of the rotation, lead asked me to bump someone for break in controls first.. Got shouted at for no reason. When it's part of the work, you're not even in charge, actually you got no right to reject. Fuck this shit. Despite how nice you tried to be with me previously, I hate you now.

No one shouts at me for no reason you fucking sick bitch.

Oh well, I was angry yesterday, not today no more. Today is supposed to go for dinner with Wanting for her last day, but apparently I'm off. And I refuse to travel there until so late then come home sleep when tomorrow I'll be working the opening shift.

Fit got herself a new G-Shock watch, damn cool. I want watches too, but.. I ain't got no monies. So jealous. Kinda.

At work recently I've been trying to avoid someone. It's kinda obvious that he's interested, and it's pretty difficult to avoid since we're intern and full time. I NEED A DISTANCE. You know how irritating it is when you walk away but someone just want to stand so close? OMG CREEPY SHIT.

We're good friends, and if he tries that hug for the third time, you're screwed. What the fuck I'm feeling angsty.

Have I mentioned JPR this whole week, everyday at least 2 E-stops? The highest record for the week is 4 E-stops. Keep getting scolded by guests. Ain't very nice.

2010-12-29T00:46:00.003+08:00

RAPIDS RANGERS YA'LL! ;)

It was the scavenger hunt for attraction operations today. I was like, so excited. Jasmine Tham was so hyped up, must win, must win, she chanted.

When it finally started, I think that they are too engrossed with the Sudoku puzzle. The park map was like a death trap, whoever goes to the first station nearest dies first! Wtf count the monies need take 30mins where the game is only 1 hour..

We scored the highest points for a lot of stations! The game where we had to use chopsticks to pick marbles out of a cup, I was so surprised I'm skilled. 2 marbles a go! Power.

At the memory game, we were fast enough, damn fast.

At WaterWorld, the Blackjack game. The dealer busted [lol], and all of us won. Joy still poured water on us. I was taken off guard, and got splashed a cup by him, in the end I poured the whole pail on him. HAHAHAHAHA show you who's boss ok!

Prize giving was the ultimate. We're like thinking, no chance already, 5th, 4th, 3rd, 2nd all gone.. For the last one, the people were like screaming, Zone 3 Zone 3 Zone 3, in the end the person said Zone 2, all sian 1/2. LOL epic moment.

I can't even hear the person saying, Rapids Rangers. I see Jasmine Tham screaming then I followed suit. I believe all of us just monkey see monkey do, ahahaha. I can't believe it man, neither could the other members.

5th: DNS
4th: MCA or TSH [i forgot lol]
3rd: SHR
2nd: MCA or TSH
1st: JPR <-- us!!

It was an exciting moment. I'm really thankful.

I got a million pics more, but this is the one I got tagged, period.

Pride to Rapids Rangers, pride to JPR, pride to Zone 2!

2010-12-25T22:29:00.003+08:00

It was fun.

Pool with Andy, to continue where we left off, 18-18. Today's showdown, 10-6. HAHAHAHA awesome shit, then we had Popeyes and went arcade for Bishi Bashi.

Hmm I think I'm still going out later despite me having to work tomorrow at 9.30am and I have to wake up at around 5.45am to prepare and set off..

Oh my Serene just tagged me in the JPR Christmas party photo.

Adios!

2010-12-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

Smoke, alcohol and the sex.

It was pretty good. It was only Han, Hafiz, Dimaz, Kat and me for the drinking session. I must say that it's pretty good. They were really funny and entertaining. Had a couple of drinks, thank god drinking's in my blood. If not I'm wasted.

The smoke and the sex was bad. I mean, conversation wise. Had no clue why the topic had to go in that direction, seriously. Conclusion: as you age, you won't have any intellectual topics to go about, hence, depth = low.

What's more, you don't fill a condom with coca cola just to take photo and then dump it into the sea just to see whether it'll float a not, seriously. Is it just me or are normal people supposed to be like that?

Drunk people are the worst. I had no clue if Han's drunk, because he kinda behaves like that, Dimaz was definitely wasted. Thank god my hair's long enough, if not, my god. You don't go around kissing people if you're sane..

Nonetheless, it was kinda interesting. It's kinda amazing, well, at least I'd learnt something new today.

ps: don't think there'll be a second time though
pps: i need to meet you guys up for drink, jie!
ppps: merry christmas!

2010-12-21T01:02:00.003+08:00

Tired

Shagged max

Keep getting scolded for no reason at the lockers today, apparently some fucking Waterworld guy told the guests that they need to put in lockers, so most of them come kp me.. Bloody hell..

Thought I was crew, but who knows I became opening controls? Lucky nothing happened today, waiting time 2 hours 30 mins what the fuck.

Don't like being in controls, lots of gossips.

For some people, even though you don't like some of them, please don't influence me can? It's like propaganda, expect me to follow. I was pretty surprised when I was labelled as 'soon to be part of the clan', serious.

Since controls are like that, I'm gonna do it. I can speak all the flowers inside. Actually I just wanna pass this IIP and get outta here.

It's a love [love] hate [hate] relationship you say! [Orianthi's song]

Happy third month, not.

2010-12-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

Sense of belonging.

Close controls today. Lucky I went for lunch, cause the bloody lift got fault again 11-1 then 11-7. Wtf... Just nice we came back from lunch, Joy keep telling us.. "TALK TO THE GUESTS TALK TO THE GUESTS" like wtf we know right..

Some really kp to the max la, can understand, waiting time 100mins then now you tell me no ride.. the only thing that we can say is we're sorry, sigh.

Thankfully nothing much happened again, smoothly. I did the paperwork. My first time solo close controls! Woooooo!

Was great all went well..

Then went to dinner with JPR crews again. Was reluctant at first, but Alinia was there. Well, then lets go, THAI EXPRESS!

Then inform say no come home eat dinner, what my mum tell me? Eat chilli crab butter crab cereal prawns.

WHAT THE FUCK...

Jocelin damn basket, she ordered by reading the thai words. LOLOL I feel that, I've been really attached to the people over there by now. Really liked the people over there.

I'm pretty surprised I signed up with them the scavenger hunt for AO. It's the amazing race for Attractions Operations people. We are the RAPIDS RANGERS!

WE WILL WIN THE $500 ahahaha

2010-12-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

How do you treasure your off day?

Family time, afternoon spent with them. Night, met Alvin for Koi and arcade. I don't like it when I see those toy catching machine, it reminds me of something I don't want to remember.

NOW!!! TIME WITH JIE!!!

I like rolling around in the king sized bed man, seriously. It's so damn big plus the room got air con, good life. Awesome, we're waiting for Terry to drive us for supper now. I really need to talk to them like ages.

Siao liao tomorrow work.

2010-12-16T00:31:00.002+08:00

我們可不可以不勇敢?

Just read some short stories, that led me to think, what I'm doing, is it right? I really think that what Jie said was right. It's just myself blocking that idea, refusing to believe that it's true.

我們可不可以不勇敢當傷太重心太酸無力承擔
就算現在女人很流行釋然好像什麼困境都知道該怎麼辦

我們可不可以不勇敢當愛太累夢太亂沒有答案
難道不能坦白的放聲哭喊要從心底拿走一個人很痛很難

It is not easy. Although my determination always seems to be half hearted, I did try. Well at least things are going better now with work keeping me occupied like forever, no time and energy to think.

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11-7 like at just close the queue ropes, went evacuation in the rain again... Tired. Next week all closing shifts, close controls.. I feel the stress.

Well, at least I had the next two weeks off all spent on Jie. Thank god, I think I can regain my composure like that. Hopefully a drinking session at home then.

T-I-R-E-D.

2010-12-13T18:23:00.003+08:00

JURASSIC PARK RAPIDS ADVENTURE!

I passed my controls exam!

3 days of control training was pretty interesting. I get to stand in position already, but the sad thing is nothing much happened. No 11-7, no 11-4, no 11 11-3. Its like I didn't learn much.

Took the test in the noon, was pretty fast, took 45mins to complete the MCQ questions. 100% pass, heng ah. Wrong one question = fail already, but thank god I got all correct!

Actually I thought it was Jessy that's gonna sign me off, but there's a sudden email stating that from that time onwards JPR TM has officially changed from her to Serene, and since she's Zone 2, I was signed off by her!

I forgot the procedures for 11-4 >_< but nevermind from now on I totally can remember now, her questions were funny, and she keep getting radioed when we're doing Q&A. CPF and TSH doing their 11-7. LOL this kinda ride also will get 11-7..

Was glad when she announced that I was signed off, and when I left the lead office..

I got a standing ovation from the crews from Lost World! <3

So awesome, Jessy was there too. Tank god I didn't throw Claire's face. How can a trainee disappoint a trainer?

Was disappointed and sad about Raqiib stripped off his position for controls and a trainer, like.. I can totally feel him.

It was Hafiz's birthday yesterday! Was too late for Pastamania since me and Claire were waiting for Kellie, Serene and Jessy.. In the end the last order ended so we went to mac. LOLOL Han was there too, I really find his spirit admiring, but he's a bit weird.

In the end took Serene's car with Hafiz and Claire to Toa Payoh for cab. It was nice. I think everyone deserved a birthday song, so I sang him one! He's so nice to treat THE WHOLE LOST WORLD Ben and Jerrys which cost him a whopping $155+..

Besides, I saw Yunhua [who got all wet HAHAHA ] and knew Bevis [he smsed me] came and saw me! Ruoyi coming on 22nd right!

2010-12-10T22:39:00.003+08:00

Friends?

Who on Earth? Lost touch for so long and then suddenly contacted you, recommend you this and that trying to do sales, emphasising that it's for your own good.

I just heard the story from her, and I'm so fucking disgusted. I couldn't expose her to this cruel reality. People so called 'friends' who wanted to earn from you, take advantage of you being sick, trying to reap profits.

It's so obvious, if you join as member, you will get more discounts and benefits. Fucking ponzi schemes. Fucking multi-level marketing. True colors.

You really had to get conned once before you know how MLM ruin you and the so called 'friendship' with your friends. What's worse is that the person that actually led me to think this way was worth 7 years of respect.

Thank god I knew how to say no, or else I'll be the one hated by all.

I'm pretty worried, she's gonna pay like fucking big monies on these so called supplements without background like how he spent monies on those so called oxygenated water. WHAT THE FUCK...

FUCKING MLMS AGAIN

2010-12-09T16:11:00.003+08:00

I just went to watch Narnia 3.

What's kinda depressing is that there's no Peter nor Susan in it. But overall its average, not as exciting as the previous.

This is the ending song for the movie, I was touched.

There’s a place out there for us,
More than just a prayer or anything we ever dreamed of.
So if you feel like giving up cause you don’t fit in down here,
Fear is crashing in, close your eyes and take my hand.

We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe.
It’s written in the stars that shine above,
A world where you and I belong, where faith and love will keep us strong,
Exactly who we are is just enough
Yes there’s a place for us, there’s a place for us.

Where the water meets the sky,
Where your heart is free and hope comes back to life,
Where these broken hands are whole again,
We will find what we’ve been waiting for,
We were made for so much more

We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe.
It’s written in the stars that shine above,
A world where you and I belong, where faith and love will keep us strong,
Exactly who we are is just enough,
Yes there’s a place for us, now there’s a place for us
So hold on, now hold on,
There’s a place for us
We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe.
It’s written in the stars that shine above,
A world where you and I belong, where faith and love will keep us strong,
Exactly who we are is just enough, exactly who we are is just enough,
There’s a place for us.

I really liked this:
1. We were made for so much more.
2. Faith and love will keep us strong.
3. Exactly who we are is just enough.
4. Yes there’s a place for us.
5. We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe.

2010-12-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

Food for thought before bed time.

Immune system going down. It's a hot sun to air con to getting drenched in the rain then hot sun moment for work. It's a no brainer that you will get weaker. The thing that I can do? Acceptance.

It was Kellie's birthday yesterday. We went to Pizza Hut after work at HFC, the service wasn't bad. Went there the day before yesterday with Jasmine Teo. Ain't too bad, but I was tired.

I survived the 13k guests. Waiting time 2 hours. Queue extended to JP gates and Fossil Fuels. Epic moment.

Went to Nex today with M. It was big. And it had Starbucks. !!! We were hesitating on what should we eat for dinner, but went in Texas Chicken because of the aroma. HAHAHA

Well spent off night with Jie and co. chilling at his house with CS session. Like seriously I felt like it's ages since I'd stayed over and I kinda missed it. But I can't because of work, I need my sleep.

This Friday I will be controls trained. I got the opportunity to be trained to be Rapids Lead! Like awesome only right. That means more annoying guests, the need to settle code 5.

I've been seeing nice and pretty cakes and pastries all around. I really wanted to be that, but I wonder if it's too late now to change my direction. Some may think that I'm really being unrealistic, I think so too..

Relationships haven't been going that well. I got close to one party, the other will comment sarcastically about how I'm going to be part of them. I just wanna be neutral.

Burned out. Lack of personal time. Lack of family time. Lack of rest. Off days all occupied. I'm freaking tired. I don't want to meet anyone anymore. I got the controls exam this Sunday, freaking stressed.

All the show elements, sound, eflaps, boat brakes, color of lights, codes for the OCC, telephone numbers.. Must memorise within 3 days. I am so stressed. Controls is the easiest place to get NTF.

I enjoy work. But sometimes it's hard to keep going.

2010-12-03T23:57:00.003+08:00

Bad day.

Thou shalt not ve complacent.

Drenched in the rain. Totally cold. Massive headache.

I have to go out tomorrow.

Why did I get something like this?

Must be karma.

Thanks.

2010-12-01T21:20:00.005+08:00

It's a happy week! :D:D:D:D:D

Although work sucks as usual not enough breaks slave driving still happens, I'm still very happy! HAHAHA

There's a very hot Japanese guy yesterday, seriously he was so cool, the wink was awesome! Cupid hit me lololol. High school graduation trip to Singapore, heard from them when we had a conversation.

Overheard a compliment from a group of girls in sailor uniform and they thought I didn't understand their language and ended up stunned when I replied them. Epic moment. BUT HAPPY! :)

Yesterday on white, even after 10-7, guests stuck at greeter portal, so me and 2 MCA rescue sent them back to entrance @ Hollywood, I talked to the lady, she's so nice! I'm proud of my service yesterday.

And so many CIS, outside left me most experienced lolol seriously!!! All new just signed off one and rescues, like.. OMG!

To do list

1. Get back to Japanese
2. Driving
3. Guitar

The song is nice right? One of the must learn once I got my guitar.

It's only wednesday today. It's kinda nice staying at home.. Just on the laptop with music on, eating popcorns[FROM GARRET OKAY! fucking awesome good stuff], reading a book. Chatting online.. It's been awhile.

I think in the end I will be alone luh, so antisocial, one day I'll lose all my friends. HAHAHA bah who cares. I suddenly thought of WenQi, so long never meet but still won't be awkward. I should call her out someday.

Because of IIP, no time.

Missed Melissa too. Seriously the time we had in class is not enough. Rachel and Adeline too, hmm. I ain't catching up with pool too, sadded.

Liwen, Meiyi, get a grip! KKYD!!!

ps: vidya, tagboard up! :)

2010-11-24T21:53:00.005+08:00

I feel absolutely terrible this week.

45mins lunch, 15mins break, that means, 8.5hr work, like literally without breaks. FOR THREE FUCKING DAYS. MOM says that lunch should be one hour, then now it makes sense.

It's been pretty tiring. I'm draining very fast. Today I couldn't take it, I couldn't believe that I waited until someone bumped me out of rotation then I broke down. Like woah. I'm surprised too, but I feel very stressed.

I shocked Huda, Kellie was nice.

I seem to bring a lot of trouble to work for the past few months. I hate it when I can't perform to my 100%, that's not the visual of what I deem as professionalism.

To add on there're nasty guests when I was at load advance.

Stop blaming me when I refused to go out with you guys.

I'm tired.. please, I didn't rest last week, out everyday, this weekend, stop asking me to go out anymore, I want to stay at home.

ps: on a sidenote, the 2NE1 hoodie has finally arrived after 22 days!

2010-11-21T21:47:00.003+08:00

Went to USS with family was awesome! I loved it!

We cleared all the attractions.

Treasure Hunters was utter bull, waiting time 30 mins and the ride was like WHUUUUUUUUUUT??? No wonder it's a kids ride.

Enchanted Airways was like HAHAHA, we're the last guests before white. LOLOL but Linhui was there! That was nice.. Does my brother really look like me? Me and ZK were like OMG OMG WE'RE TURNING OMG

Canopy Flyer, fuck this seriously. Me and ZK at the back, and we're like, screaming. Both of us hate the heights, and I think we screamed 'fuck' simultaneously until the people in the Lost World can hear. LOLOL

Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure twice, I hit my head for the second time, today I think got blueblack cause I can feel the pain. HAHAHAHA but too bad F and M didnt had the chance to like go down face down..

Revenge of the Mummy is the ultimate shit. I REALISED, I CAN SCREAM! Like really those high pitched girly scream. I thought I couldn't, but I did, throughout the ride. I hate the drop though, you can really feel the 90 degree.

Accelerator, all of us agreed that it's a stupid ride which makes us giddy, so we passed! HAHAHA

Magic Potion Spin, even dad took it with me. Although it's so embarassing.

Lights Camera Action wasn't that bad, I can see that F is pleased with it since he kept repeating that he likes it.

What else, watched WaterWorld twice.

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Was at CakeHistory today, there's a lil' girl helping out at the cashier. I thanked her, and she seems pretty amazed. HAHAHA epic moment, she was talking to the cashier about someone thanking her. I can see that she's pleased too. It was a pleasant moment, I hope she can be someone good in the future.

The staff at KFC was nice as well! She was smiling, and I knew last customer's picky order tired her out. But she remained professional.

I like today! All my service experiences were good!

2010-11-18T23:45:00.003+08:00

I feel like shit at work.

I wanna feel passionate about work. I gave my all. I still make stupid mistakes. I say the wrong things. I'm stuck between the politics. I attracted the attention of the upper. It's bad. I wanted to love work, but I can't.

I can't tolerate myself to commit stupid mistakes.
I hate myself for being physically weak, mc mc mc.
I had to lower down my pride and do everything.
I can't wait for 15 weeks to end.

Please finish the internship smoothly..

2010-11-14T22:03:00.004+08:00

Which part of me is cool?

HAHAHAHA

Yet another person told me that I looked very cool. What is this?! It's actually weird, I don't know what kind of image I'm portraying to the masses. Well, not that I care anyway.

I saw my 10-5 yesterday! Too bad we gonna help JPR throw the ponchos away so cannot take the bus if not can talk to him. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA HAHAHAHA

Weng Guan, Henry, Tricia and Jian Hua home together. We're in the bus, and we began talking. T thinks that I'll begin to lose my passion weeks to come. Hmm, I'm actually quite curious too. How much longer will I get sick of this?

I'm sick again! Should be internally. Going for check up soon for my kidneys, think they screwed up recently and now I gonna fix this problem before I die. Choy much. I think I'm physically weak though. It just doesn't stop.

I guess the problems I'm having now is only about health, no?

Melon bread is not weird! :(

I bought the polaroid today! :p

TMD EXPENSIVE WTKNN

I totally overspent all the wages that I got for this 1 and a half months. Treat family go USS to play this Saturday, meals, transport, I hope they have fun! Can't wait.

ps: my dad ask me help his friends buy ticket.. =.= wtf

2010-11-11T09:34:00.002+08:00

I think I feel god.

It was the same ol' issue. Thank god I got two days rest. I couldn't go back to work. I was dreaming last night. Usually I don't, and even if I did, I can't recall.

It was a rainbow! I always believe that rainbows are awesome, not just spectrum of light, but the light of hope. I had it in my dream, it was at night, but the rainbow's super visible. Is it a sign that even at my darkest, there's still hope?

No kidding, thanks for asking me whats wrong. I couldn't say it. It was the shame of my life. It will be a permanent scar. I'll bring this incident to my grave, seriously.

I just hope no one talks about it tomorrow.

2010-11-09T21:01:00.003+08:00

Today really sucks. Fuck my life.

I did something really embarassing. Forgot nametag. I gave trouble to people. I need to use money.

I hope people aren't that insensitive to make it a joke out of it just for the sake of them having fun at the expense of people's miseries.

Today confirms the thing. If it's gonna be a joke, I'm leaving this place for good after attachment.

Self esteem issues.

I really need to fix them. One of the guests even made it a joke. It's not funny. Do you think I want it? Why are people so fucking insensitive?

Help

Why can't you people listen to instructions?
Why must you all stand up when I said sit down?
Why you nod head when I ask you to buckle seatbelts?
Why today 88 all free flow throughout the day?

............help

2010-11-08T06:11:00.002+08:00

For the sake of my grades..

I won't die from having a fever. I refuse to use the MC to rest at home. I will not tolerate another drop in my ratings for attendence part.

Will work till I fall!

.....T_T

2010-11-06T11:42:00.002+08:00

Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure

Work has been pretty mundane right now, tried out all the opening positions and closing positions already. Most of the cleaning tried, other than being a scout for 11-1 for tunnel.

Somewhat I fear that. Maybe I'm afraid that I will screw up the whole thing, don't know how to do, cannot open the door at the lift.. But I should try, since we are the JPR evac team!

HAHAHAHA ironic but thats true. I don't know is it one random stranger can change your whole mindset towards guys, but I feel like I've began looking at people differently now.

Are you treating me that friendly because you have a motive? Hmm the next person I suspect is uncle Ronnie. HAHAHAHA he's nice la, aircraft engineer retiree leh mai siao siao!

The people over there are super nice! Jasmine Tham, Jasmine Teo, Peilin, Claire, Kat, Raqiib, uncle Raymond, uncle Kevin, uncle David, aunty Beeleng, aunty Jenny, Nura, Fitriya, Mark, Huda, Shuwen, Hafiz, Wanting.. And alot more!

I really feel that they're nice. Nice from the heart, like Raqiib, he even offered to teach me guitar and acc me to buy! Like, previously I wasn't that close with him, its the guitar incident then I became friendly.

It's almost two months soon in 2 more weeks. I'll feel sad once I ended internship, but who knows? I might convert casual/fulltime..

I met WenQi on Thursday, cause ended early for once. We went for pool and arcade, I suck, aiming sucks. I can't believe that she didn't play before Bishi Bashi. Like seriously!

And the issue with respect. It's the fundamental for everyone. Are you guilty of being nice to a person whom you do not know pretty well at first, and when you become good friends, you can scream and shout, curse and be rude to him/her?

The reason most of them give was, "i treat you like family", "we're good friends, can say anything we want", "because i feel comfortable with you". Bullshit.

Meeting anyone during my off days just to have fun, I would rather have someone to engage in an intelligent conversation.

20th! Going to USS to play with family! Finally a family day after so many years. Really years. Cause of dad's working schedule and the need to take care of Teo and the old, we missed out so many chances to go out.

I really feel that moving to AMK from Yishun was the worst decision ever.

2010-11-03T20:14:00.002+08:00

I just had one.

11-1 until afternoon, like wow! Keep get scolding from guests, but still lucky I'm in the LDA, LD, LOT rotation. 88s damn rude, seriously. Is that how they behave in their home country?

I see familiar faces today. Hate them, I don't like this feeling. Lucky today never see the sick guy again, thank god.

Was about to go buy guitar today, but tired, sorry Raqiib! :(

Meeting WenQi tomorrow, HEH HEH HEH

2010-11-02T20:50:00.003+08:00

What Google classify as verbal sexual harassment.

Someone just took me being friendly for granted. Now I lost the respect for you, I will tell you to go fuck yourself. And I really will say that to your face if you do it again.

I don't think anyone could help me for this. Even if I transfer to other attractions, still got chance to see the guy, since PS people roam around different zones everyday right? [i assume]

And what if school knows and ask me to defer wait next sem go again? Over my dead body, I will go through this, I like my job, I won't give up this just because some fucker came harassing.

I was so disturbed and traumatised for the whole day. One more time and I'll tell the school, for the time being just ignore, don't smile and greet him anymore, do my own work, and warn others about him.

Fuck sia super suay how come the park so many people suay suay I tio leh? I scared be opening greeter, go lookout and 11-1 need go out of JPR, I don't want to see him.

Fuck suay la, the fuck.

2010-11-02T06:25:00.002+08:00

This is inspiring.

Be happy with what you have

Saw this as i was bloghopping.

You think you’re not pretty. There is always someone uglier.
You want a boyfriend. Some people don’t even have a family.
You complain you’re hungry. A child out there is starving.
You want new clothes. Someone is looking for anything to stay warm.
You want to die. People who are dying would give anything to live.
You want more money. Others are in poverty.

So don’t waste time on things you think you want because there is always someone out there who needs it much more than you could ever possibly know.

Source retrieved from http://the--pseudonym.tumblr.com, thanks WenQi.

2010-11-01T13:16:00.004+08:00

Look, Halal pork!

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Super Mario @ Halloween USS JPR

There was a whole group of people dressed up, Mario, Luigi, Wario, Toad, some random samurai, red indian, taking the single rider queue. It was so epic. Especially when the hot red indian winked. OMG SOME ANG MORS REALLY LOOKED GOOD.

I finally knew whats the event on Thursday need me work at 7.30am, Yeos la! The chrysanthemum packet drink.. But lucky work morning not closing if not need stay until 11.30pm! O_O

Oh well, I really hate getting pushed the responsibility. Hello interns aren't supposed to do everything that you're lazy to do so okay. It's difficult to juggle between welfare, productivity, management, relationships.

Did I say Timbre last night? :\

I think I need to spend some time with the JPR people now. It's gonna be difficult if I still keep a distance. But the thing is I really don't have the urge to do this. If I had a choice I'll rather spend my time on Jie and the suppermates... AND WENQI

Missed you guys, more than a month never see each other already.

Okay I'm going back school later my fucking phone lost all the contacts now how can I find someone to talk to?

Some late pics.

Went back to school, thank god I went. If not I'll really be regretting now. I really miss school, especially the people. People like Tiffany, Aaron, Melissa, Adeline, Rachel, Xinyu, Francene, Fifi.. Totally, it was nice.

It's already gonna end soon. The next time we gonna see each other most probably during our graduation ceremony. That reminds me of sec sch one, I hate graduating. So people, see you when I see you.

You guys were great.

ps: need a ear

2010-10-28T13:55:00.003+08:00

PMS Frenzy

I can feel it. I'm feeling a little bit too lazy for everything. I got my phone back yesterday and it got reformatted literally. Now I lost all the contacts for the past year. Lost all the sms. What the fuck...

The good thing is I got my $600 pay now.

I haven't been in touch with so many of you recently. I know we've been on the rocks, especially bad when your ex keeps looking at me as if I'm the reason for your breakup. =.= I got no time for stayovers or supper session, this I know.

The net is a scary place. There's no room for privacy.

Off day, I'm waiting for James and Jan to come on to talk crap with me. HAHAHA today no mood for pool, seriously. I just want to nua.

Melancholic much.

2010-10-26T10:37:00.003+08:00

Thank god today I off.

Yesterday mood hit the new low. Was so pissed I spieled nonsense when I'm at lookout. HAHAHA just those very hostile and unfriendly one. I was so not professional.

I did a mistake for load advance. This was the start. How could I do such an amateur mistake? What am I doing? Why aren't I concentrating?! What the fuck I hate myself. Just gave unnecessary trouble to the others, fml.

Oh well. Loader time, load a few boats, the conveyor belt keep stop and move stop and move. DIE LIAO I KNOW. Then subsequently called for 11-7, zzz. Go tunnel luh, then stand there direct guests. Lucky I not the one at lookout.

Greeter #2, the rescue one from MCA was really... =.= Maybe she doesn't know how to deal with this, I give her the benefit of doubt, but then.. Really short of manpower. Waterworld show ended, ALL COME. GG

So far so good, those I handled. Jeffrey said I very loud. LOLOL like you must shout one right, how can talk to one guest at a time only? The rescue one suay, some difficult guests talked to her and demanded an explanation.

I also dont really know how to handle, but she's scared I think, kept quiet quiet heads low. Yes I took some of the guest rants and just directed him to guest services, I think that went pretty well, provided that I do the right thing.

Yongjie came to rescue too! Maybe Amber today alot people huh. But I'm kinda surprised he can do unload, thought only grouper and greeter. Capacity wise I guess, low manpower, desperate already.

2010-10-25T00:25:00.003+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK

Nonstop calls, like what the hell. It's night time now! Night = Sleep.

Walao fucking angry now. Want sleep want sleep already the calls will come. Cbknn.. Couldn't you just send a text when you realised I'm not picking up your calls?

It's just that I can't tolerate people disturbing my sleep. I said, not life and death, don't contact me anymore, talk tomorrow. What's so difficult about this?

Yes, I might be selfish, just help you, cannot is it? WELL NO WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH is you are the one asking me for the favor. Convenience sake, after I heard your request, is the ultimate bull.

Cannot tomorrow then say huh, won't I be seeing you tomorrow?!

Because I'm furious now, I can't sleep. And I gonna wake up at 5 tomorrow, how to concentrate at work later? Fucking cb seriously.

WHAT THE FUCK LA. DO NOT CALL ME UNLESS YOU ARE ABOUT TO DIE, LITERALLY. ANYTHING, TEXT, LIKE WHAT THE FUCK I COULD THROW A WASHING MACHINE DOWN THE WINDOW NOW FUCK THIS FUCK THAT FUCK MY LIFE FUCK YOUR LIFE.

FEEL MY WRATH FUCKER

2010-10-24T11:53:00.003+08:00

I AM FUCKING HIGH RIGHT NAO!!!

KPOP NIGHT
FUCKING $258
AWESOME SHOW

Lineup: F.T. Island, DN-A, ZE:A, Infinite, SHINee, SNSD, Big Bang!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME. Hongki really hot in real life. Seriously, I say I say I say! I was kinda disappointed with SHINee since Jonghyun wasn't present there. SNSD, is the bomb. Their voices were... abit weird imo for live, really live as I heard it.

Taeyeon is pretty. Seriously, when they walked nearer to the audience, it's lucky to have her standing nearer to us. All the pink lightsabers... Sones much?

B TO THE I TO THE BANG BANG! The aunties behind us stood up on their chair like finally. They were only waiting for that moment. And yeap, it was real high.

We went to the front up close with them, BUT I CANT SEE BIGBANG AND SNSD, WHAT IS THIS?! Too many people in front already, only can see ZE:A, Infinite and SHINee.

It was nice.

ps: thanks for the transport Alvin.

2010-10-23T10:33:00.003+08:00

CL'S SO CUTE OMG.

YESTERDAY,

Bloody Hong Kong bitch was being sarcastic to me when I was at unload. HK humor much? Well, I did nothing wrong, AND I DID NOTHING WRONG, I was smiling and welcoming them back, but apparently she got issues.

Well well well. That affected me, but I'm glad that I managed to postpone my anger until break time. Was my usual when handling other innocent guests! And by the time I had their smiles and thanks my anger subsided. LOL

Other than that, nothing's wrong.

Uni issues again. Kaplan sent me mail about the new degree for Murdoch, double majors for psychology and management. Like interesting right! Then I saw Facebook got SIT's advert for degree in culinary arts..

TMD WHAT SHOULD I STUDY???

Decided to drop marketing already, I don't think office work is my forte.

And now, its DDAY! KPOP NIGHT AND POOL! I guess all the sufferings that we had at 313@Somerset previously will pay off today, and those who didn't go but wanted to go will regret! HAHAHAHAHHA

2010-10-21T16:13:00.004+08:00

Work is fun recently.

I guess work has been taking a toll on my feet. Can't get used to it, and got an MC for two days for muscle strain. =.= thanks, finally went to the doctor after dragging like 5 days. I'm proud of myself!

Despite getting MC I still went work yesterday! Professional much?

But I regretted it when I came home.. Damn pain please. T_T

Not to mention 10-5s, wow suddenly uh! 2 liao. This week got Timothy from MCA and Nengzheng from SHR, don't know why JPR need so many people to rescue eh? I thought our manpower always sufficient one.

The issue with yourself. I actually realised some people who looked so good before a relationship tend to NOT control their diet. Seriously this is a problem, to those who haven't realise. Hmmm..

Going to the preview for halloween with Yvonne! EXCITED.
Going to pool and concert on Saturday! EXCITED.
Going to pool this Sunday with Liwen! EXCITED.

ps: double majors or honors?

2010-10-17T19:12:00.008+08:00

I need to do my week 4 log sheet!

Just came back from pool with Andy, 10-7 today! HAHAHA last week lose 10-8 now got it back! Awesome, but I need to work on the angles. Epic failed.

Saw... okay nevermind, the world too small.

Can't wait for concert next Saturday! But now I gonna work Monday to Friday 9.5 hours everyday. -faint-

Two days ago I got a bad ankle again, seriously it's been awhile. Had no idea why will like that though, it just got swollen and I had difficulty walking.. But I still went to work! O_O

Ho seh, I think today getting better. I realised that dimples are amazing stuff they enhances your smile. How come I don't have?

RUN BEAR BEAR RUN RUN BEAR BEAR RUN RUN
BEAR WANTON BEAR HORFUN MAKE GOOD SOUP
[epic parody by mrbrownshow]

ps: blushing is serious business

2010-10-13T17:56:00.003+08:00

I had my first evacuation yesterday!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We all thought it was auto-estop, to think that Evina was the one who pressed it! So cool, not like everyone press before the button right?

I was confused though, don't know what to do. I just followed Peilin and Jasmine to the tunnel.

Well, it seems like most of the work was done, so I actually did nothing much but to see only, then help Wan open the door from the WaterWorld there to direct the guests back to The Lost World.

In a way I'm lucky I'm not at lookout when the incident happen. If I didn't see it, I'll confirm get note-to-file. Then my IIP... GOOD LUCK AH!

But through looking I learned alot. More opportunities in the future.

I really got to know more people this week! It's good. I still dread that it'll be like the first week where I said FML everyday.. HAHAHA but the people here aint that bad! [...period]

Food provided there is like lousy as usual. There's only one time nice, Take5 got prawn mee!!!!! HAHAHAH other than that others all cmi, serious. I feel my life draining away when I eat, but bo bian must eat.

Kids are pretty rude these days. Majority, kudos to the minority! I think the level of respect for others is like to a new low. Basic 'thank you', 'please', 'sorry', 'excuse me' aren't heard at all. Well, I don't expect much, smile will do. But some, cmi.

Defiant kids are the worst. I smile smile for you, but in my mind you died a million times already, different way of dying.

I need to pool. Why all no free?

2010-10-08T08:42:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA YESTERDAY WAS NICE!

NZ wasn't here, so.. Awesome. I was at greeter, and I met two Japanese guests. I also don't know why when they show me the tour guide book for Singapore in Japanese, I autotuned to speaking Japanese.

HAHAHA I bet I shocked them cause their eyes grew bigger. Customer satisfaction up I think, of course la, my effort leh. Idk why the guy dumped the lady in the queue for so long, in the end I found out he went out hunting for poncho. -.-

Was at load advance, then I see her hanging in the queue but not moving. So I kinda like shouted over [not shout la, raise voice only] and asked her if she's okay and anything I could help her in jap.

The other guests in the queue jitao turn and look at me since I talking alien to them. LOL EPIC MOMENT SERIOUSLY, abit paiseh la, don't know the accent correct a not. BUT SHE SO NICE LA, LOVE JAPS.

In conclusion, the lessons for jap I took previously not wasted.

Then one tiong family come spoil my day. Was already in the safety zone, want drop inside water already, the person come kaopeh say can keep her bag for her a not. The greeter never inform them meh? Da fak seriously, then she not happy.

I keep for you I noob is it? Then later they say okay nvm then open umbrella.. =.= I called for belt stop like immediately. Talked it out and then they decided not to take the ride. Good riddance, delay the dispatches only, stupid.

Everyday is new, I got good and bad experience daily.

So in conclusion again, service is a double-edged sword.

2010-10-07T08:04:00.002+08:00

No matter how hard I tried for this sem, it's over.

The results were out. Final GPA: 2.9

I don't have another sem to pull me up again. Although its a 0.14 increase, it's still that much. I know some other people are more depressed than me, but just let me wallow in self pity.

That's the aim since the start, all the encouragement, the motivation, everytime this happens I wonder to myself a stupid question. Did I choose the wrong poly? I definitely suit theory more than PBL.

How good I do in UT3 also no use. Daily grade fail.

It's just depressing. :(:(:(:(

2010-10-06T21:38:00.004+08:00

WHY MY GAME AND BLACKJACK TOP HAVENT COME YET???

I wonder how long the list can go. I saw Sean Kingston, I saw Auntie Lucy, today I saw 张卫健 [zhang wei jian, some hong kong actor]!

Hmm, I waiting for kpop people to come only. HAHAHA today at break room we're discussing. Regina told me 2NE1's gonna come 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 WHAT IS THIS another crew from Water World told me she like Dara, OMG COMMON TOPIC

We went home together, since we all end at 7pm. YAY I LOVE EARLY KNOCKOFFS! That's nice, I knew someone from DAW [Dinosoaring, Amber Rock Climb, Water World] now other than my JPR [Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure]..

I forgot to post about yesterday.

I was so sad la, at load advance, then SF want belt slow. Then idk the controls ownself press belt stop liao I still go press, then the belt move, NZ was the controls. I read the lips, I knew I'm dead.

Only a minor error, I was doing what the loader want me to do, somemore not at the safety zone yet, need to get scolded until like that. Heard from others too, she's like that one. Evil.

She NEVER smile at me before leh, surprised right! Almost 3 weeks already... Saw Zen just now when we're going home. He told me to be careful. Somewhat, I knew there's meaning to his words. Nice people like Zen and Peilin all go BSG, sian.

I want to go BSG if people I like all go there.. T_T

It's meet the advisors session too, Mr Jimmy Tan never come. So talked to Mr Matt, he asked about our job, what we like and don't like. Well I think I'm honest enough! Nothing much about this.

Tomorrow and Friday doing closing, fuck la 8.30..

2010-10-04T19:42:00.004+08:00

Far Far Away is so much nicer than The Lost World la!

They had "Accidentally in Love" on replay! What we have is dinosaur rawr rawr, WHAT IS THIS?

WHICH PART OF THIS IS FAIR? T-T

Apparently RP gonna send advisors to USS tomorrow to check on us. Mr Kelver Choo not coming, WHAT IS THIS? Then the timing also like wtf, don't think got time to entertain them later, how they don't disrupt my work.

I just won a bid at eBay for Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney, first game. Finally my collection is complete, HAHAHA $30 though da fak I thought I using the money for my clothes now I no money pay the sellers HAHAHA gg

I'm gonna get that Colonize hoodie. It's so fucking expensive please, well.. gonna pay more for the authenticity right.. And the blackjack tee! Can't find the hoodie though, sad.

ps: today off tomorrow work, emo max

2010-10-03T12:51:00.003+08:00

It's finally an off day once again.

I went through the evac training on Friday, Uncle Raymond and Wan brought me and Alinia to the routes after e-stopping. Did LOTO, then we walked among the trees. It's like trekking, really. So dangerous.

Uncle Raymond is so nice! He's my trainer for OJT day 3, and throughout the 2 weeks he's been coaching me and telling me where to improve, of course with a smile. Better than Uncle K..

But I think that the tunnel was not so scary now since I've seen it with lights, and there won't be monsters around scaring me if I'm going to the lookout. [sorry la i think too much]

And yesterday we're actually doing nothing. Since 11am we called for an 11-1, and they e-stopped like 3 times. Guests keep complaining, there was one that said:

"I want to lodge a formal complaint. All rides are down this is ridiculous! I've paid for an express pass and this is the kind of service that I get? I want to see your manager."

I can understand. I feel apologetic too, but there's nothing I can do.

Mummy down, CFlyer down, BSG down, crate not opened, like all the major attractions not open. What is this?

So I think they overstaffed, me and Alinia first asked to clean the shed. =.= The stairchair is... rusty, mouldy, got worms, etc it's super disgusting. I began to think that is it the duty of every newcomer to do this?

I feel disgusted, of course. But it's my job. I must learn everything!

Then we went for perimeter walk. To clear trash. =.= Seriously why JPR so big, zzz the sun is bright as well. Then finished, nothing to do again, we're asked to carry props to stand at greeter portal.

It's super embarassing okay, carry BIG TOY GUNS, then like people keep want to take for themselves to take a photo.. CANNOT LA COMPANY POLICY, zzz I understand but cannot means cannot.

And I saw Yeefung! He's with Linqiang, Lewis and..

I'm like an automated spiel there.

"Sorry the ride is closed due to some technical difficulties, we're not sure of the waiting time but our technicians are trying their best to fix the problem, you might want to check back again later?"

...and the chinese version also.

There's one guest, I'm pretty sure that is a compliment, but somewhat it sounds offensive to me. Cause I told him the English one, then he what me in Mandarin. So obviously I should repeat again in Mandarin right!

Then he asked me, are you Singaporean? -EYE BIG BIG-

I was offended, really. I asked him whether do I look like I'm from China.

He didn't reply. -.- But he turned and talk to his party saying that my Mandarin is even better than his. So.. Compliment/insult, lying on a thin thread.

For now.. I should do my logbook.

ps: i skipped out uss outing with Jian Hua Fitriya Zen Jason they all just to meet you guys okay, bonding session with collegues < MONSTERS so be thankful!

2010-10-01T08:20:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was nice..

I met 3 girls who claimed that I looked like their friend cause of the white specs and short hair.. =.= they keep calling me jiejie and follow me around. It's kinda weird when you're working people keep staring at you. When I turn they smile at wave at me, that kinda made my day.

I mixed up the rotation bump and the bump out thing again.. Kevin corrected me again.. I really don't like doing something wrong in front of him. I still quite unsure, must ask them again.

But today loader was smooth! I didn't make the same mistake I did on tuesday, everything went on just fine.

ALOT OF CODE 88 PLEASE THEY TALK AND SHAKE HEAD I DONT UNDERSTUN! The thing is I got to raise my voice everytime I entertain the guests.

It's Zen's last day before he transfer to BSG. He offered treat to pizza hut though, despite how he's my trainer and how Jianhua psychoing, I didn't go.

Thank you for your guidance and all the locker help, you made my day go a little bit easier when I'm still doing OJT, thank you.

A team crew said I'm like abit gong. I'm new, and I'm trying to learn. It kinda sound abit offensive to me, the words you used. I'm definitely not what you said, and definitely smarter than you. You just had more experience.

Okay going work now.

ps: 2NE1 won again ^^

2010-09-29T14:00:00.003+08:00

I passed Jessy's test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Super happy that moment, although I couldn't reply well to the LOTO and pre-LOTO questions, theme of the ride, evacuation routes thing, but I was signed off/out! [?]

Apparently I heard from the other team members like she's very (...) you know but it wasn't like that for my first impression! I shouldn't be swayed by what people think right, everyone deserves a clean slate.

Yesterday, first day for duty.

It's a rotation from greeter to load advance then to loader. I'm not sure about how to use the radio and the phone, but apparently Bee Leng taught me before she went to bump someone else! Thank god.

I'm not evac-trained yet, so I couldn't do the lookout position since I couldn't be a scout if in anycase the e-stop is pressed. LUCKY CAUSE I DONT LIKE LOOKOUT

It was fun being at greeter. People ask you alot of questions. Better than doing load advance or lookout. The thing is you gonna raise your voice a lot.

I was at greeter, I saw the guy who played Auntie Lucy. He went in once, and he wasn't wet, so he went for another round, lol. Quite friendly though, he :) at me. I guess..

2 days conclusion: JPR lets you meet popular people [Sean Kingston?]

So I hope to work before and after the kpop night in October, maybe can see the KPOP GROUPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG

Then I went to bump Jasmine at load advance, there abit lonely. You cant do interaction with guests. I actually liked interaction more than being alone.

Then I went to grouper / loader. Thank god Zen's helping me, if not confirm cannot handle. My first boat I already need to call for belt slow.. =.=

There're some guests who don't know how to listen to instructions. Call them to queue up also don't understand, Kelvin was teaching me, sounds abit harsh, but I knew thats for my own good, improvement sake.

I experienced the first e-stop moment yesterday. Like wow! Evacuation for all the boats inside tunnel and ride track. But I couldn't go since I'm not trained yet, but really I learn alot just by looking.

It's only the first day, I will get better.

ps: today off

2010-09-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

It's not nice. FML

I was so stressed because there's this test for us. Memorising phone numbers and radio codes in a day, [maybe 2 hours] and you must pass the more than 60 questions paper with less than 5 answers wrong, wtf.

Whoever said working at USS is easy ought to be shot in the head.

All the boat breaks, evacuation routes, controls, I can groan, I can whine, I can grumble. Why can't they give me an easy attraction instead of the major ones?

Maybe it's a challenge for me. [kkyd-ing]

I absolutely hate the lookout. It's dark and creepy and there's people screaming and it's cold and it's creepy it reminds me of a ghost movie I watched before the phone rings and the tv went out etc fml la..

Because it's a big group of people at the break room and they're all so bonded, I can't help but to feel abit left out. It's already a week, fml everyday seriously I can't even tell myself to kkyd.

My 2NE1 album also haven't arrive, everything not yet, junk piling up in my room, book not yet finished, everyday have to use hair dryer, I can't watch my music bank, I have to pass Jessy's [the team manager] test before I can be on floor..

She's strict so I heard, I'm doomed.

It's getting so irritating, meet up for what? Do you want to take my off day away? Got no more time for supper/drinking session liao la, blame me also no use. Even though we're good friends also no exceptions!

I reach home late and need to go out early, where got time? I don't even have time for my family, let alone myself, so you wanna use my time, no. I've told you I'll be busy already, go talk to Jie if you all want to go out luh.. WITHOUT ME KTHXBYE

The perk for today is I saw Sean Kingston in my attraction. [i'm not a fan] I told my brother, he still asked me, "who lai de?" LOLOLOL okay so nvm!

2010-09-26T22:02:00.001+08:00

FML - 0.5 today.

2010-09-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

FML MAX TODAY FML FML FML

ps: thanks vidya! :)

2010-09-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

I need someone to save me too.

I've been a real superman, going around to save the day. It's nice that I am able to help people, but as time goes by it's still abit depressing.

Someone needs to recharge once the meter went empty, right?

"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars." I guess I'm too busy helping the others to find their star and I lost myself to how to find mine.

Escape the solitude.

2010-09-23T19:09:00.003+08:00

After fighting with Paypal and iBanking for the past few days...

It's like what the fuck! Damn confusing, no one to guide me also, sadded. Literally got mindfucked by it. But I think it'll go my way.

I think I got really desperate. I actually called DBS and HMV to ask. Like seriously I hate calling people but I guess that didn't mind.

HMV not that good. The guy at 313 was friendly enough, check for me also. Citilink one don't even know To Anyone was on sale starting that minute. They didn't get the one with the photobook, card and poster, FAIL (N)

Found a site that allows preorder for the album! Got the card and the photobook one! THANK GOD. Another forum got one guy selling the official t-shirt, like, I want!

Wtknn they can faster reply me a not?

SIAN MAX TOMORROW GO DIE AT ROLLER COASTER GG

2010-09-22T16:45:00.003+08:00

......................................2NE1? :p

Today and tomorrow: OFF

It's nice, but on the contrary that means that I will have to be working on the weekends, which is like urgh, massive crowd on trains and the park.

The first day is always the day that your legs will feel the toll and the hardest to adapt to it. I already accepted that I'm working for the dinosaurs, its just that I got no buttons to press. :(

Well, I certainly hope that it will be fun!

Benchmarking against the strongest competitor is good, but putting another down is not really right, in my opinion. Sour grapes much?

We shall see, shall see.

=.= I can't believe dad asked me this.

I might as well make a tumblr since I'm getting this pics from there right, more convenient, but I'm attached to blogger, hmm..

It's so noisy downstairs, mid autumn festival today. But it's raining, I feel bad for those little kids who looked forward to playing lanterns, but TOO BAD KKYD!!! I can't view the moon today, sad.

HAHAHA I ALSO WANT TO KNOW WHY FML MUCH?

2010-09-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

Daily dose of 2NE1..

The first day for our IIP!

The traffic this morning at Jurong

We took a cab there with Yvonne and Mayuri. Sat down the whole day until I ache. I know I must cherish this, because I'll be standing for 6 months! =.= so not looking forward to but anyway..

The room we're at! Called Blackjack! 2NE1? HAHAHAHA so nice please. But the picture don't have Ace Spade and Queen Hearts, failed blackjack.

The thing is that I don't have my paper and they last minute got a replacement from someone else's. I think they never plan, anyhow cin cai cin cai throw me to one zone. Depressing luh, rawr rawr rawr!

....da fak Jurassic Park I never watch their movies leh how I know, the second thing I hate about big animals only second to elephants is dinosaurs.

But kkyd, the uniform like nice.

.............................................T_T

Totally how I was feeling yesterday. Maybe IIP wasn't the reason, more like I'm anxious about the ibanking/paypal thing, I figured it out already, 2NE1 a few days more wait for meeeeeeee

2010-09-19T20:56:00.003+08:00

Anyone got Visa or Master card? T_T

I'm really really really really really worried that I couldn't get the photobook and the YG family card. Seriously inside got CL's handwriting, how can don't get?!

This edition no poster though if I buy like that.

ITS LIMITED LEH UNDERSTAND LIMITED??? WTF I WANT

****after 1 hour

I FOUND A WAY, PAYPAL? WTF? HOW TO DO?

Anyone did ibanking before? Teach me.

Super funny!

2010-09-19T11:02:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA CORN BOM (Y)

I'm actually kinda feeling the IIP atmosphere. Pretty afraid of what will happen. I hate changes, we're at school, comfortably in the classroom with our dear koufu, and one day we're not supposed to go there for 6 months.

But I will do my best, it's a good learning experience.

Yesterday was browsing through shops, I want that volume one of To Anyone! "This edition comes with a 48-page photobook. First Press comes with a YG Family Card; only while supplies last."

48 PAGE LEH WHAT I DOING??

Seriously limited edition if I don't get that I might as well do -facepalms- 100x everyday facing my wall right!

But the thing is, nobody got Visa/Master =.=

Totally sad, I wonder HMV next time got a not, if dont have I will cry confirm 100% T_T HAHAHAHAHA

Totally my response! Like a WHAT THE FUCK?

2010-09-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

2NE1 WON MCOUNTDOWN! *\O/*

It's fun having friends who like the same thing as you. I'm glad there's still someone who likes 2NE1 as much as I do so we can talk and discuss everything related. HAHAHA!

Thank you you guys, you know yourself. <3

2010-09-14T18:09:00.004+08:00

Now I'm feeling like this! HAHAHA one day late though, should be yesterday like that.

So recently I was feeling really pissed off for no reason. [should be pms?] Somewhat feeling kinda.. ..low? I couldn't even look at F in the eye today when we're going towards different direction. Thank god Artemis was there.

You know, sometimes when you love the book so much, you purposely read slowly because you want to enjoy it to the 100%. [Harry Potter for you, Vidya? ;)] I'm trying hard to read and understand everything cause it was quite deep. I got mindfucked alot of times by him.

Eoin Colfer is a genius.

Today we went BOH to sign the contract with RWS. Nothing much, kinda like a wasted trip, why open at ulu ulu place? Nothing much, boring day, fml.

But the good thing is it's not $500! It's a $600!

First Month:
Wages: +$600
Concert: -$258
Allowance: -$200
Concession: -$45
Remainder: $97//

Subsequent Months w/o WASTING MONEY:
Wages: +$600
Allowance: -$200
Concession: -$45
Remainder: $355//

Wow nice.

I'm feeling like.. ..what the fuck?

Fix myself being moody now,

Change the world to be happier later.

2010-09-13T22:20:00.005+08:00

2NE1 = YOUR MOST IMPORTANT THING

HAHAHA FUCK YOUR LIFE FFFFFUUUUUU

Happy #900 post!

Enough of the self-congratulations tosh. Today's the first day Alvin went in camp! HAHAHA wa like sian to the max no one to talk to. Now who can I discuss kpop with, with same interest?! I wonder how his confession went. HAHAHA!

Today is bad. Someone cooking salted fish in their homes and it stank, seriously. Then my house reek of the stench. Then when I thought it was gone, something's burning!

I saw black smoke came out from the kitchen. Wtf? Dad went to check, it wasn't us. Downstairs on fire. =.=

Cannot breathe at home, I felt that my lifespan just autodeducted itself by 10mins. Make until the whole house reek of smoke. Apparently they left the salted fish in the stove too long and the oil dried and burnt.

THEY FORGOT THEY COOKING THAT SMELLY FISH?

I can't believe it, like seriously. Health hazard, I don't like them. Well I certainly hope that you will eat salted fish and get high blood pressure while keeping the stench to yourself.

Irritating fag..

For the UT, it's bad. For all of them. No confidence for all of them. Yes, I'm prepared to see what I deserve.

I could totally see this in my head now.
Ain't in a really good mood today, really.

2010-09-12T23:01:00.003+08:00

The issue with sluts..

They somewhat knew how to seduce your boyfriend and your boyfriend would be miraculously blind to think that she's the nicest person on Earth and starts tossing his real girl aside.

When the time comes its like everything is just because of the girl. Yes I do agree that it is good to pursue your love. But don't you have the least bit of sense to hold back after knowing that the guy's attached?

We all girls knew what those sec sch girls are like. [not stereotyping!] Only guys and his friends think they are very innocent and sweet, how true. BLIND LA KNN

On the other hand, the guy should knew his limits. Knowing that you're already taken you still want to go flirt with those sluts and give them false hopes. You are at fault too!

The thing is I always knew that things would go this way. There's never been once I'm wrong at this kinda stuff. Now you hurt her, and you're gonna get fucked.

As a friend for 13 years, I always hoped that you could be happy. I recall previously I did blogged about sharing my happiness with you, anything to make you happy. Why doesn't things go right for you always?

You still have me. I'm really fighting my urge to meet you now and stay until early morning but I knew I got my future at stake. Tomorrow PRM.. But once a friend, forever a friend right?

Why do we walk different paths and it became like this?

2010-09-09T16:43:00.004+08:00

PS: Doing it for the sake of doing.

First things first, similar to Vidya, you're the only one left in 207 that I stalk. It's like an addiction and it's kinda rare for people to update with something interesting, even your redundant facts made me laugh.

2NE1 just released their songs. Well, I wouldn't say I dislike them, but the madness I had a year ago during their debut was gone. Not really hyped up yet, should wait for their performance then.

Today, 4th paper down. Things are going really fast and ain't sure if I like it. The motivation is gone. Whatever you said to me working hard for my goal? Now you are bored and want a PS3? I felt that the shadow I'm chasing is different now.

Yeah, I spent this week playing Pokemon on my DS..

You going to sing to Benny? LIWEN? HAHAHA

HAHAHA I'm either over-confident or sucidal! Like seriously if you look through my histories, you will see this line appearing over and over before any exams or UTs.

Well I guess it sucks because Jie just got another new girlfriend. [lost count already] So that means no more stayover no more late night supper no more long chats I scared she come burn my house HAHAHA sad la knn..

Nevermind I wait for you to break first! \o/

Yesterday was thinking of washing my Doraemon, but I scared not dry inside grow worm how? Is there any laundry shop that'll help?

And today after the HS UT, together with Yvonne and Xinyu we went for Ajisen. I don't want Burger King, really, hate that place. Don't wanna think of going in. So.. LUCKY! HEHEHE TOMYAM IS NICE

Didn't go for the Marina Bay Sands dinner today. Like far only take transport over there eat one meal. So.. -selfslap- , WHAT I DOING?! FREE LEH?!

Okay now it's like the best time to get a flu since fri, sat, sun no school. Best time to heal and recuperate? Awesome!

You taught me that didn't you?

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Nuff' said.